Not worth it I don't want to get addicted
I unfortunately am very irresponsible when it comes to substances, and I mean obviously I'm falling down that path again since I saw kratom at the smoke shop, bought a bag, and went through it over the span of a week. It was much better than weed and so I wanted to try the even better version (7oh). I took 22.5mg yesterday and it was WAY too good of an experience. I told myself I would wait at least a week but I did it again today with 40mg. Honestly I am just so tired but I mean I'm even tempted to take more even now but I'm not going to let myself do it so dw. I mean I'm seriously just so tired and slow right now I'm not having fun but I feel like I'm getting addicted as I want to do more. How do I not, I don't want to go through addiction ever again but I'm just too weak and honestly love drugs even if it's aweful