My worst experience so far
Recently, maybe the past few days, i've been getting extremely light headed and dizzy to the point of near passing out. I can't stand for even a few seconds without feeling like this and when I went to run some errands, I got an electric shock through my spine and up into my skull and somehow I just knew it meant I was going to pass out. I didn't actually pass out, thankfully. I did fall to one knee and had to take a minute but some very nice employees brought me water and some wet towels to wipe on my face. I've always had issues with heat and similar things have happened when I wasnt prepared but I had been drinking water and I was sitting down right before this happened. I know its from the meth but this has never happened before with using and it definitely caught me off guard. I've been sleeping, eating, drinking water, etc and I still feel like passing out even from just a few steps. I kept getting those electric shocks into my skull pretty intensely for maybe 30 minutes and then it tapered out and hasn't happened since.
I also got the worst psychosis I ever got just the other night, the day I nearly passed out. I'm used to seeing things that aren't there, usually minor stuff like out of the corner of my eye. I've never had bad psychosis where I thought people were watching me or anything, thankfully. The other night I couldn't distinguish my dreams from reality. I was asleep and I thought something happened only to wake up and realize it was a dream. Then, I would do something or something would happen and I would wake up and realize its a dream all over again. Only, I never wake up. I would wake up but still be in a dream. It was an endless cycle of realizing im dreaming and thinking I woke up when I didnt. It was terrifying. After that, I took a break for over 24 hours (more like 36) with no smoking and I pretty much just slept, taking breaks to eat and hydrate. Since the little mini break, I havent felt lightheaded or had any sort of psychosis problems but those 3 or 4 days with that happening were terrifying.
I tried slamming for the first time right before this happened and not only was it super underwhelming, i'm now wondering if it might have caused these issues. Normally I just smoke and boof but I have done pretty much every ROA now. Lines and hot rails are mid, they're better than my experience with slamming but not as fun as smoking and boof is the best way.
There's not really a moral to this or really any questions I have, I just wanted to share my experience.