u/Lostsun_117

It’s been a while since I was last close to her and most days I daydream about being in her presence again. I think about our first date and how nervous but excited I was, how pretty she looked and how lucky I felt.

Sitting on the couch next to her after a long day I was so tired, my eyelids sleepy but I didn’t want to take my eyes off her. The thumping heartbeat in my chest kept telling me to touch and hold and kiss her - she was so beautiful - but I was frankly a bit paralyzed,

I wanted to caress her and embrace her in her pretty slim black outfit, but It had been so long since I was physical honestly I was scared about making the wrong move. Maybe she caught on to that -

She moved to sit on top of my lap, her thighs straddling mine while wrapping her arms around my neck. The feeling of shock was quickly surpassed by comfort as she told me to close my eyes. I felt her lips gently kiss both of my eyes.. my forehead.. my lips, and the already present butterflies in my chest exploded

I leaned forward to hold her tight, wrapping my arms around her hips and laying my cheek against her chest. Warmth, Softness, Safety, I couldn’t express what I felt in her arms verbally but I almost wanted to cry.

She lifted my chin up and with my eyes still closed beckoned me with her hand to kiss her chest. “Sweet baby” she called me softly as I slowly kissed downward between her breasts, trying to hide the biggest smile

I couldn’t help but grip her hips, her thighs, I wanted more of her, and as I did her hips slowly began to move. Rocking back and forth slowly above me, teasing me - her hand moved down my chest between my legs as I moaned softly into her,

She pulled me out from underneath my underwear, pressing me against her panties as she continued to grind against me - her touch was intoxicating, I wanted so badly to be inside her or at the very least for her to never leave our embrace

With every movement back and forth I could feel her lips hugging me, teasing me, and our wetness mixing together in her panties. My mind was absent, I just wanted to stay underneath her will forever.

She looked down at me as her thrusts slowed, watching me breathe heavily into her chest. “Sweet baby, do you want to be inside me?” I couldn’t help but eagerly nod and blabber an approximation of “yes”. Mommy slowly stopped and moved off of me, leaned down to kiss me and said “next time”

I’ve been into gentle femdom and mommy dommes for longer than I care to admit - I used to read posts like the one I’m about to write and think “wow, that sounds amazing but feels so elusive”. I didn’t think it’d ever really be me.

And honestly I gave up on trying to look for this for quite a while. Until, one day, I decided to take the leap again.. and I was rewarded with an amazing woman coming into my life, who became a great friend, then became my wonderful and loving Mommy, who became my best friend, and then eventually my partner who I cherish more than anything.

She has become a constant shining light for me, pulling me out of a dark chapter in my life, standing by me through a difficult time, and helping me enjoy life a little bit more every day. She is the most understanding and caring person I think I’ve ever met - I physically ache when I hear or see her hurt because to me she deserves the world and everything good that there is.

She’s way out of my league, the perfect ratio of beautiful, sexy, and cute - warm by default but intimidating when she needs to be. She makes me laugh, is patient with me when I have a hard time explaining how I feel or when I’m just rambling about something. She makes me melt with words alone, makes me feel understood, safe, and like I can finally let down the walls I’ve spent years building around me. When I’m with her nothing else matters, and when I’m not all I think about is getting back to her.

She actually cares about getting to know me as a person and is attentive to my interests and hobbies which I had never experienced before - the way she shows her love in that way just makes me want to ensure she has everything she could ever need, my submission included. I love that she cherishes my submissive side but also knows that I’m still a man that wants to be her gentleman and protector, and values that side of me as well.

Every day I think about her laugh, her smile, longing to be in her arms again. She’s genuinely better than I deserve, and while she’s an amazing Mommy, she’s so much more than that and I hope the fact that she makes me want to be a better man comes through to her every day.

As annoying and cliche as I know it is for the submissives that read this - just be yourself, focus on yourself - on becoming a better person all around for your future Mommy or partner. It’s not the end of the world being on your own, you can’t rush these things. So enjoy the ride and when your light finally finds you, show her why the wait was worth it!

I love you, Penelope 💙✨