Bdsm and Christianity
Hi guys,
I’m a Christian but I’ve done some things that I don’t know really align with the Bible? I am a 26F who has had a relationship in the past where we had a very s&M relationship that I found to be healing in some ways because of the trauma I’ve been through and it felt like taking control. The problem is that I prefer to be hurt because I think in a masochist. I actually enjoy sex a lot more when there’s pain involved. Idk what the Bible says about all that because I’ve never heard anything about it my whole life until I started exploring with someone in a state of hurt and I don’t know if that’s okay or not. Sex is a taboo subject in my family and I never even got the “birds and the bees”. Do you guys think I’ll be punished for actively seeking pain during sex?
Edit: this a past relationship and now I’m with this loving man that doesn’t want to hurt me and doesn’t find enjoyment in it but the problem is that that part that likes pain woke up in me and I have a hard time being turned on without it