u/Mysterious_Fan_789

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married ten years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest.

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. It has to be cheating though, it’s just so much hotter if it’s behind my back. I don’t know why. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest.

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing. Eventually after I never confront her (having only jacked off to all the pics) they surprise me one night and force me to suck him as the make out and humiliate me.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest.

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I’m not sure the hotter fantasy ending - either I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing or if I just run across a video of her being a slut online while watching porn. It I needs to be actual cheating and not with my permission - it’s just so much hotter for some reason.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest.

My favorite fantasy is my wife going out to the club in one of the several sexy dresses I have bought her that she has never worn. She goes out without me, maybe girls night or while one of us traveling for work and wears one of these dresses that shows off her tits. (When we did go out more she always got hit on so much when she dressed to show off, including right in front of me). She would have all the free drinks and attention she’d want. I can just picture her grinding on different guys until she feels a huge bulge and takes him into the bathroom or out back to put on a show. Deep throat’s him like she never does me. Begs him to fuck her like a slut and then lets him cum inside her, which I also don’t get to do. I’m not sure the hotter fantasy ending - either I find out because he recognizes/knows her and sends me pics and video with out her knowing or if I just run across a video of her being a slut online while watching porn.

For context: my wife is pretty hot (32, blonde, natural DDs, fit), out of my league. We have been married 10 years, dated 3 before that, met in college. She’s the only woman I have ever had sex with. The first half-ish of our relationship our sex life was pretty great. But over the past 5 years or so her sex drive has gone down a lot, she works a lot and we have less free time in general so even when we do have alone time she just wants to chill on the couch. (And yes I have tried spicing things up with better ways of coming in to her, lingerie, sex toys/games/books, etc, she’s just not into it)

All of this (plus a couple of specific stories I have already posted about) have turned me into a huge sub. I have always had sub tendencies. I love to eat her out, beg her to ride my face or tie me up, talk dirty - all of which is clearly a turn off for her. But now I jack off 1-2 times a day and I can’t really cum unless it’s cuckold/sub porn. Or in chat rooms where I beg alpha m or f to degrade and humiliate and cuckold me. Even play a cd sissy sometimes to fee used. I really don’t have a great reason for this last paragraph, I guess just get it off my chest.

How big of a deal is it that my wife keeps her eyes shut during sex? Even when I occasionally explicitly ask her to look at me it’s only for a moment.

We have a great relationship overall, her lack of sex drive is probably the biggest tension. And I wish we could have more eye contact during sex.

I’m relatively fit. I don’t think I’m ugly lol.

I can of course think of many reasons this is a bad sign… but what are the innocent explanations? Any other women like this?

Context: I’ve never been actually cuckolded, my wife is hot but low sex drive and it’s really turned me into a sub. She is not into my sub side. She’s always been much more social than me and it’s pretty obvious she’s out of my league looks wise but I’m tall and nice and have a decent job. I’m 32 and she’s 29. We had a great sex life when we met in college and for the first several years of marriage.

In our mid twenties she was working a lot but we still had a pretty good sexual relationship. One week/weekend her boss was in town for meetings, etc. she had told me before that she thought he was attractive and that he was pretty rich. (Smaller company, he was part owner). Late in the week she informed me he wanted to take her out to dinner to discuss the company’s plan for the year. I asked if I would get to go, she said she’d ask.

Saturday rolls around, she said dinner was at like 7 or something but first we were all going out with or usual in town friends to watch college football and drink. She said she still didn’t know if I’d be able to go but she’d ask her boss at the bar. We get to the bar in the early afternoon, each with a change of clothes in the back seat. We drink and hangout like an average Saturday. Her boss gets there around 6, already dressed nice. She never explicitly told me I wasn’t going to dinner. But she left and came back, in a tight long sexy dress. (She has great curves, natural DDs). So it’s like 10 of us in normal Saturday bar clothes and my wife and her boss dressed up sexy. They leave, she says we will meet up later. I’m stuck there at the bar, mostly with her friends, vibes were pretty awkward, and I just get drunk out of jealousy.

A hour or two later she texts to meet them at another bar. We all walk over, my wife and her boss are there. She’s definitely tipsy. He buys everyone multiple rounds of shots and drinks, gets everyone’s tab. She told me how they went to a nice steakhouse and split a bottle of expensive wine. It was probably the most expensive meal she’d had up that point in her life. Eventually my wife says we should all go the club. Everyone else bails so it’s just me, my wife, and her boss waiting in line. I’m still way under dressed. After waiting for like 10 minutes he bails says he is going to sleep. My wife and I take an Uber home. She’s says she really tired and goes right to sleep. I really got the feeling he was hoping I’d bail first and be left alone with my wife late at night (it was probably like 1 am by that point).

I’m sure she was kind of flirty, overly social, as it was her boss but I have no proof anything improper/sexual happened. She’s not at that job anymore and hasn’t talked to the guy in years. But her sex drive has only gone down since then. But that’s the most like a cuck I have ever felt - sitting there getting drunk with her friends as everyone knows she’s dressed up getting dinner with her boss. I’ve jacked off a lot since then picturing her sucking his cock or fucking him while they were gone…

UPDATE Dec 25 - not sure the best way to update on this so I’ll just edit here. Went on a great date with my wife this weekend, cocktails, dinner, bar. We got to talking about the past and how good things are going now. But I was drunk enough to ask her about this night and she said nothing happened but it was disrespectful for her to go out with him like this but she didn’t think we were going to make it. I asked how serious it was and she said it was definitely possible she could’ve divorced me, moved cities and started dating her boss….crazy to hear…I had to hide my hard on… we went back home and fucked. When I was close I told her how hot it was how many guys wanted to fuck her over the years but I was the one inside her. I asked her how many people she knows wanted to fuck her…she said “hundreds”…I came inside her immediately…fuck I’m embarrassing.