help
Honestly, I'm mentally exhausted. So much daily effort and stress because of this. There was a time when I didn't care, I just had sex and that was it... but I'm mentally very affected. My life is a living hell. I don't want to be pitied, but I need to talk to people with very pronounced curves, maybe over 30, who can have sex, because I have a lot of negative thoughts about how it's wrong to accept myself with this. And even though I go to therapy, it doesn't help. I even read a story that really affected me so much that I feel like if I am or experience this differently than him, it's wrong. I know that deep down everyone has their own story, I can understand that, but then my mind fills with negative thoughts. I haven't had sex in three years. I'm seriously considering surgery. I have to tell my urologist what I'm going to do on the 29th, but this is so exhausting that these days there's a better chance I'll do it than not. I need to talk to someone who's going through this. My DMs are open.