Breaking a long break
I’ve commented on here quite a bit but I’ve avoided posting. Not sure why just never felt right until now.
Anyway m38, f35 been married 16 years together 20. Crazy about each other and wouldn’t change us for anything.
I’ve always had the hot wife sharing kink and she was reluctant to try it but after role playing and me recommending my best friend who she was very attracted to we finally tried it. Like a week before our 1 yr anniversary we were in the hot tub and one thing led to another and she blew us both, I ate her out while she blew him, he fingered her while she blew me, etc. no actual sex but lots of fun. She came more than once but neither of us did. Afterward we figured it was stage fright. It was great but very awkward.
Over the next like year or two we got more comfy and about once a month we’d get together and I’d share her in one way or another. I learned I prefer to watch and she loves to put on a show for me. It was great but it was short lived. She got pregnant, mine for sure since he’s sterile, and she wasn’t into it anymore. Totally understandable. Then a few years later she started wanting to try again but he was engaged. Long story short I never pushed or nagged her even though I wanted to, my buddy never did either even though he really wanted to. But that ended up becoming about a decade of no spicy fun.
Anyway this summer we have more down time than normal. Kids aren’t doing sports etc so she asked if we could try again. I ran it by my buddy and he said he was game to see what we could manage. I was shooting for July 4 but she asked if we could go to the lake this weekend for Memorial Day and told me to invite him.
She’s a little more eager than I expected so I’m hoping to make things line up and watch him blow her back again this weekend. Maybe on the boat again, that was always so much fun before. It’s been 8 years since we’ve done this so I’m hoping to avoid the awkwardness and just have fun but I’m also a little nervous if I’m honest. He’s still in great shape and I’ve gained a good bit of weight. Wife has a little too but she’s still gorgeous. Trying to shove down my self consciousness and insecurities but it’s proving difficult for me.
Maybe seeing mr muscles fucking my wife can be my inspiration to finally get back into a workout routine and get back in shape haha. I’ll update after the long weekend, hopefully it’ll be a fun story and not a train wreck. The nice thing about our situation is we are all 3 very close friends so even if it does fall apart we can laugh about it and all be cool.