u/Ok_Following_870

I pisses me off that all of my money goes on drugs… and I keep getting hurt and used always. By peoples who I thought was friends. I have 1 passion ,1 hobby and it’s darts… a few weeks ago I brought a guy and two girls here. I was being a good host. Cooked steak and eggs,desert,drive them wherever they needed to go. Even let one of the girls use my car. I passed out on the couch upstairs. After two nights of them being here. I had dropped off one of the girls the night prior. Anyways when it came time for them to go home I drove them… come to find out the girl that had stayed the second night,stole my 72 year old mothers car keys,opened packs of hockey cards I had since I was a child(Im 46) they stole some clothes and I found a set of my darts under the car seat. She tried to steal a set of my darts. I was furious,I was hurt,felt betrayed…felt so used that I was thinking about having that girl suffer. I was thinking things that I’d never do to anyone. But I know peoples and i was thinking such dark thoughts. I was ready to pay someone to go visit her(Im trying not to incriminate myself here) I’ve always been the guy,who can’t say no,I drive you wherever you need to go. Il give you my last dollar,iv literally given the shirt off of my back in the past. I hate what this cold cold world has turned me into.