I'm confused
Hello everybody!
My name is Sophia, I'm 18 years old, and I'm wondering whether or not I should post something here. I'm an observer of this community, and this is the first time I've written, so I'm embarrassed. 🫣
I'm a radical feminist and I've always believed that we women are no different from men, but the idea of pornography that degrades women excites me greatly. Just thinking about it makes me start to doubt myself.
It seems like I'm always contradicting myself. Even knowing that pornography is horrible and that I shouldn't support something that degrades women so much, I can't stop thinking about it.
At the same time, I'm a sweet girl and I tend to be obedient and compliant, but the idea of being dominated by a man excites me but also irritates me. It's so unfair!
I've had the urge to humiliate myself and expose myself on Reddit, but... ah, I just don't know, I feel like a fraud to myself.
I think I'll write a bit about some of my disgusting fantasies later, I'm embarrassed now.
(Sorry if my English isn't very good, I'm Latina and English isn't my native language.