u/Origami-Python

So guess what? I have my own sub now😭😭 tbh im not a dom and he knows that but we’re trying it out. So far he hasn’t sent yet (which is fine cuz I know him irl) but I’m excited to start this journey. So far he says hes enjoying me domming him so its only up from here🤟🏽. Any tips? Advice? Congratulations? Let me know🥳

Update on the male dom:

Okay so I think he ghosted me. I haven’t received any text in 2 days. I’m hurt but I guess i understand. Should’ve known it seemed too good to be true. Definitely understanding the lyrics of "Work Out" by J Cole today😔. This part specifically:

"We’ve got a good thing
Don't know if ima see you again
But is that a good thing?
Cuz girl, I can't be your man, no ma'am
I know what's on your brain
You probably hope it never would end
Like, "is it the real thing
Or is it just a one night stand?""

Hopefully he put the money I sent to good use tho

Update on the male dom:

Okay so I don’t think we’re THAT compatible after all *sigh* It seems like he’s busy a lot cuz of whatever he has going on in his life which is understandable cuz I also have a busy life but I feel like we’re kinda not on the same page?? Idk. And also the more I explore this community I realize i might’ve been a bit unclear on what EXACTLY the dynamic is. I’m perfectly fine with being humiliated and sending and doing tasks but with him specifically I kinda got a bit addicted to sending to him for HIM to send ME stuff like pics. I feel like that’s more of a sugar baby arrangement right? I’m fine with that too it’s just he’s busy and I need someone to at least text me often or respond to my all messages when they can. Am I asking for too much? Am I still seeking the wrong things? AM I DUMMY?

I’ll keep you guys updated. Thanks for all you guys advice☺️

Sidebar: If you’re curious why I even sent to him for pics in the first place is cuz he’s so hot. I mean, guys been doing this to us for CENTURIES. Why do they get to have all the fun?

Sidebar of the sidebar: NOT SEEKING AT ALL

Update from trying to find a male dom:

So I found a male dom and so far things have been going great. We talked boundaries and I’ve sent and so far he’s all I can think about. To me he’s perfect. I’ve only done small sends but I plan to eventually send more. This is all so exciting I feel so alive. Also is there any way to deal with send guilt? Like "damn I’m really sending money what am I doing with my life?" Or is that what comes with dealing with this?