My Anal-Only Journey
I haven't posted on any forums in ages, so I thought I'd journal about my experience becoming anal-only! ^.^
From the time I was first discovering sex and porn and all that, I never really had an interest in vaginal penetration. Actually, for a good while I believed myself to be asexual, because there was just no pleasure in it. Whether with toys or with partners over the years it's just sort of been a feeling of internal pressure without any other sensation, so I figured I was just a bit broken that way.
Conversely, anal has always been something that my mind went back to. Whether watching, reading, or thinking about sex, I would always land back on it. Somewhat unfortunately, I've always been a bit petite and my as a result my holes are very tight, often painful no matter which side I tried. So I didn't explore my curiosity on my own body very much outside of the occasional finger or whatever small insertion my younger self thought of (markers and pens, etc.) but every time I did, I came pretty hard. Where with vaginal I had to cum from clitoral stimulation, I would put anything in my ass and cum from it alone, lol!
So thinking I was completely busted, in the past few relationships I let them know outright that I was just asexual and didn't want anything to do with sex. But then along comes my now-husband. He's kind and patient and loving which makes me just so incredibly horny. He's been very interested in figuring out what actually pleases me, so eventually I shyly told him that I didn't really consider myself to have a pussy since it's dysfunctional anyway, and that I've only really ever cared for anal.
Suffice to say, we now have a myriad of toys and lube and I've never felt sexier. The man was almost more excited to switch exclusively to my ass than I was. Almost. I'm still working on stretching and taking the bigger toys that have me completely drooling over them, but every night I find my mid-getting-railed brain so obsessed over the fact that I'm getting fucked in the ass that it makes me absolutely explode. I've never ever orgasmed alongside my partners before and now I'll have several before he ever finishes inside of me!
It's hard to describe how incredible it feels to wake up sore and stretched every morning other than just horny, but it feels more like I've found a purpose or that my soul is completed. Which is crazy and dramatic and an exaggeration, of course, but the sense of fulfillment that it gives me to be used in the only hole that matters is unmatched. I also happen to love chastity, which I'm assuming manifested from my desire to not be touched vaginally, so I'm considering some more permanent options for locking those bits up if anyone has suggestions. I would go full barbie doll in the front of I could, lmao.
Anyway, the presumed asexual to anal nympho pipeline is real.