Advice Wanted
I've always been attracted to older men, don't ask me why because IDK. Anywho, I've had two positive sexual experiences from older men but I'm now realizing one of them is so incredibly controlling. I think there is one or two men who I would love to wrap my legs around more than anyone........I'm trying to walk away but he keeps pulling me back in. The feeling of his hands between my legs, tracing my neck and his tongue make me weak in the knees and so incredibly wet. It's now been a long dry spell of no sex, no alcohol, etc. He keeps trying to break my psyche but it isn't working. I just want to experience his sex and then go back to living my life. How do I explain this to him as he's currently in his "ninja" mode. He says he wants me to "submit" but I have zero idea what that means as his inability to communicate effectively is on another level. When he's ready for a proper conversation we can come to terms on what his IDEA of what me submitting to him actually means. Until then my answer to every question, HTML code attempts to control and monitor is "NO". I hope this helps C.