u/OverallFinding3023

Questioning myself if i should fall deeper into the rabbit hole, i really enjoy sissy hypno, captions, sissy porn in general and the idea of getting used by a dick, but i am still in doubt if i should buy a dildo (already went to a shop but didnt have courage to buy it). Some things like the size of my dick and the reaction i had from it (5 inches erect and 2 inches flaccid. every friend i told my size laughed at it) made me really think about going deeper on the rabbit hole. So asking to those who have had the same experiences as me and the more experienced sissys, should i go deeper?