u/Paddles101

Hello, I've used this venue to post concerns before. I am currently collared to a female Domme, I am a female sub. When she approached me a little over a year, the forum we were using stated she was a Female Domme seeking a female submissive. We live some distance from each other so it's a meet in the middle meet-up. The problem is, she is married, said her husband would sometimes be with us. Problem is, he is with us all the time and runs the show, not her. I am losing interest in the relationship because of this. She isn't being the dominant that I was seeking. I feel instead I'm just someone for her husband to fuck, etc. I am angry with her inside, although being a submissive, i bite my tongue. The problem is, I've come to care very much for her, yes I will use the word love. Just wanted to know if anyone else out there has experienced this. Probably not looking for answers, just venting to other submissives. I feel only a sub would understand.