u/Particular_Ferret353

So i have recently turned 18, and it really is a magical number. I’m learning things….a lot of things, like naughty things. And this may sound off topic but i promise it fits my point, but i have never known my dad but i’ve had a few “father figures” and….. it may sound wrong but i have always had fantasies.

Like i would think about doing things you shouldn’t want to do with someone who calls you his daughter. And i know i can never do anything in person with these men in my life…..but sometimes i just want to text someone. And pretend that i’m their daughter and…….i know its fucked up i promise i know. I just needed to get it off my chest.

So to be honest i havent done alot with many people, and i kind of just i’ve always wanted to have sex with a guy whos like 6 years or more older than me. I just turned 18 and i know that being a young Gen z girl could get me into alot of trouble with some older men. But i kind of want to try it at least once, i want to know what its like to be fucked by a man. A real man not just in the sense of being older but….. bigger than a teenage boy in certain perspectives and better than one if that makes sense. Does this make me messed up? Does this mean my daddy issues really have fucked me in the head?