Hi. I’m a pathetic mug who has been cheated on and humiliated his whole life. And I crave it more each time it happens.
This will be a long one so if you want to stick with it then thank you.
Even my first love, the girl I lost my virginity to back in my teens had a photo of her ex by her bed. I let that go. My first step on this path. When she dumped me she told me that the night I lost it to her he’d been inside her three hours before me and that she didn’t make him wear a condom like I had to. I was mortified but went home and masturbated to her fucking her ex, hating myself. So fast forward a bit and I’ve been married three times. I had a child with my first wife and she let me see him for three weeks before she left me for another man she had ‘just met’. I haven’t seen him since, this was twenty five years ago but she has kept me informed of how well he’s doing and how he never needed a loser like me in his life. I’ve paid maintenance all his childhood as one should.
A few relationships later, all of which I was cheated on I got married for the second time. She walked all over me from the beginning It really turned with her the night my very best friend came over and we ended up in the situation where I’m told to sit outside the bedroom because they wanted to be alone. I obediently obeyed as he shut the door in my face. A while later her came out of our bedroom, looked down to me sitting on the floor, straight in the eye and said the words I’ll never forget, ‘your wife tastes gorgeous’.
Same wife had an affair with her manager at work. It was going on for ages and I had no idea. Everyone else did but nobody said a word. One day he came over to our house, she wasn’t there. He told me she was pregnant with his baby and he’d come to get her stuff. I ended up helping him carry the bags! Then a couple of weeks later I get a text from her saying she needed a deposit for a flat for the both of them. I couldn’t afford it so I borrowed it from my dad and paid it so they could set up home together. I also pay maintenance for their child, I know it’s not mine but they have a point when they say it’s my fault they had an affair.
They both actually stood in front of me laughing when they said that. I agreed and set up a standing order. She’s 8 now and I haven’t missed a month. Won’t either. I paid for her half of the divorce too so she could get rid of me.
So now we’re on to my current wife. She cuckolds me and has from the beginning. I get photos and videos sent to me whilst I’m at work of her and other guys. I get things sent by the guys too, she passes my number on. One kicker was the blowjob video though. I got a video sent to me of her in her knees in my kitchen sucking a cock like her life depended on it. Thing is she won’t tell me whose cock it was, only that I know him, I drink with him, I’m friends with him and he’ll never tell me either. They laugh about it to each other and most of my friends know who it is too but they won’t say, just laugh at me behind my back too. They’ve also seen all the photos she has of not only her but of me too. In my cage, my panties, my suspenders, getting pegged, every ‘outfit’ I’ve worn, all of it. She’s made a point of telling everyone how small my penis is too, how I’ve never made her cum, how she doubts I’ve ever made any woman cum, how it doesn’t get very hard and how I don’t last long either. It’s small, I know it’s small but I didn’t need everyone else to. And being in a cage has an effect too. It’s a viscous circle. She has a regular boyfriend now along with her many ‘lovers’ and she has made it perfectly clear to me that I bore her and I cant satisfy her in any way. She’s open about the fact she’s using me. I earn decent money and she says that as long as I can ‘keep her interest’ then she’ll happily keep me. But when someone better comes along she’ll drop me with no notice or hesitation and her and her new man will take everything I have, leaving me with nothing but a limp dick to wank over my regrets, my pathetic life and the humiliation I deserve. I am a good boy for her, I clean up after her, in the house and in the bedroom, I cook for her and her boyfriend, I sleep on the sofa or even in my dog cage when he stays over, I’m not allowed contact with my own penis, in fact I haven’t had sex in six years. Never will again apparently and again I’m fine with that. So hopefully I’m doing enough but if anyone out there has any ideas how I ca go above and beyond for my gorgeous wife and the men in her life could you please help? I’d be so grateful! Anyway, that’s my story and if you got this far then thank you, if you want to know more I’m happy to talk or show pics or whatever.