Happ....(Very sad) ending
I think Imma seriously quit y'all, I just found a happy ending joint in Seattle on vacation, I did my research, had 99% surety this one joint was the right kinda place and I guessed right, made sure before I went in I could get myself nice and hard and could, then when I flipped onto my back she (the cute little tai girl/lady) had her niiiiiice perfect titties all out for me to look at and made sure I saw she was trying to help me relax and get stimulated, told her I was a bit nervous or shy, she rubbed them up against my package along with her long black hair , oiled up and started kinda up and down with her fingers, but she didn't like grab it and squeeze it or grab my balls and apply pressure to my taint with one hand, and stroke with the other, like I normally need to get stimulated and start firming up. I have a FWB chick back home who has learned what I need to function correctly since M has made it so difficult to stay hard and cum. But I thought the adrenaline and excitement of a quicky with a cute massage girl would maybe also do the job but I swear to God, she fiddled with my soft limp oily noodle for a minute or 2 and NOT one hint of growing or getting even the slightest bit hard so she said ok sorry and ended the massage EARLY. To be honest I was kinda like REALLY? 2 mins I just tipped you 50 bucks and you gave up in 2 mins? Didn't even try anything more advanced than some finger twiddling? So she acknowledged I musta been on blow or snorted something and was like no good no good. And I left feeling like what the fuck dude you're dick has all but died and disappeared, and even with my amazing fwb who lets me literally do anything I want even had a difficult time getting me to cum and I'm always going soft during sex and can't cum with the best deep throat I could ever have. I think I'm being dumb continuing to smoke and get all high on this shitty drug. Idk, that was embarrassing and a waste of money and a disappointment of what could have and should have been an awesome encounter. But I'm addicted and I have to really want to quit and I'm not feeling strong enough yet. But also my teeth are rotting and turning brown and I hate the dentist. Anyway, should she have tried harder or longer and not given up so fast or is my addiction ruining my sexual life? Just curious what you guys think. I'm smoking right now lol .