I miss them and dk what to do
I miss my old weed and shroom dealer,,,, he was so hot, long wavy ass, blonde hair, peachy, warm, skin. Skinny, big hands, about 5’6 which was perfect for my height…. he took great photos of nature on his walks and posted them on IG. That artistic part of him made me really attracted to him.. besides the weed and shroom dealing for some reason😭 cheap and great product. Using the shrooms kept me away from the nicotine, cause of how scary and bad the trips would get….. it was a needed thing at the time for me. I just kept downing a pack of cigs almost every week…. I did shrooms like 3 times every weeks to stop the cravings….. I kept thinking of wanting to ride him everytime I bought from him, just for him to pound into me continuously with his big, veiny cock. All, until I’m all shaky from the orgasms. Makes my legs weak just thinking about it rn. I’m dripping wet from my hole and I just wanted him to lick me clean in the back of his car until I’m moaning his name, clawing his back, while his big hands just gripped my waist to keep me still and in place. Eating and lapping up the cum, he just displaced into me….. couldn’t do all that when hes in jail….. and I’ve been pressed about it since :/ we live in NorCal btw