I truly hope this is not fetishization of any sort but…I need, want, and desire a woman with a cock (real or silicone) to fuck the absolute shit out of me and tell me how pretty I look when I cry.

One of the hottest things I hear in an audio or see in a script is when the speaker/author mentions how fucking pretty the listener/reader is.

From their tears to their sensitive parts, that type of praise is the ✨hottest✨ thing EVER!

Are you there Universe? It’s me, Sweetpea.

I need that.
I want that.
I gotta have that.
Today.
Please and thank you

There have been two separate occasions where a “domme” hits me up to “talk”.

‼️Spoiler Alert ‼️
THEY DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT SHIT! They wanted me to submit, probably send nudes, and do what they say. They didn’t give af about who I am as a person.

The first one would barely talk and when they did, it was sporadic and rather dry. At first, I would say, “Maybe they are just really busy and shy. That would make sense, we are not used to each other,” but that is bullshit because they seemed to open up a lot more when it came to anything sexual. Even though I would clearly state that I wanted romance as well as a dynamic. I will say that they stated that they were a sexual person but it wasn’t that. They simply wanted to fuck, sext, and send nudes. They didn’t give a damn about my favorite flower or how compatible we would be. I felt used and so I cut it off.

The second person seemed different; they asked questions and would reply in less than an hour each message. There seemed like some hope. Until they kept trying to get me to submit to them even though I explained what I want and require: a relationship and a contract. Luckily, they were the one to cut it off and did so quickly.

Please understand, I’M NOT ABOUT TO SUBMIT ALL WILLY NILLY!! SO WHY IN TF DO “DOMMES” THINK THAT I AM THEIR LITTLE BITCH TO BE USED?! (no offense to the lovely people who consensually like to be used and called a bitch)

I wish both parties well and I hope they grow or whatever but FUCK THIS. I’m tired. I explain in detail what tf I want and ask for. And I recognize that there are factors that I’m interested in that is not for everybody. However… if someone has DM’d me in regard to BDSM, I’m going to assume they read my post fully. So, why tf do people (who want nothing to do with romantic relationships) text someone who STATES that she wants a fucking relationship?

PISS OFF, RESPECTFULLY!

Hi! I am into women. \\\[F4F\\\]\\\[F4TF\\\]

Who I Am Looking For: I like women that are taller than me. Someone older but close in age (21-24). I am looking for someone who is kind. I want a relationship as much as I want a dynamic. One day, I would like to be a stay at home partner so if you’re not into that financial responsibility, that’s okay. I also cannot drive, it terrifies me but I am working through that fear. I do NOT send nudes nor do I want your nudes. I like to laugh. My type of humor fluctuates but I really love funny people. I like people who can listen to me yap (I talk a lot) but I also want someone to yap to me about any and everything. We need to be able to bounce off of each other’s energy. I like realistic people but please do not talk down on my dreams and I will not talk down on yours. I want to be with someone who is actively growing; we don’t have to strive for perfection but at least strive for personal growth. If you’re feeling triggered, if a fear is being felt, please talk to me. I want someone to trust and someone to trust me. Trust and honesty are very important. I can be pretty all over the place in conversations, I may get excited about a topic and quickly ask things about said topic. I currently do not have a job but I do understand that one may not be able to reply lickety-split all day due to responsibilities. However, I do appreciate effort or at least let me know you won’t be able to talk as much. I value communication. We need to be able to communicate about any and everything. Respect, honesty, and trust are key.

Physical Appearance: I am AFAB. I am 5’1, 5’2 on a good day. I am Black. I’m pretty chubby in my opinion.

A Little About Me: I can be quiet when I want to be. I like my space. Although, I can be clingy due to my potential anxious-attachment style (I’m still on the fence between that or disorganized attachment). I’m new to dating; I’ve only ever been in one relationship so I’m still learning how it goes. I love Disney. I love psychology and I love to analyze the ‘why’s about things. I love chilling separately in the same room with headphones on. Quality time and physical affection are my top 2 love languages. I’m an ambivert; I can be quiet around people that I am not that comfortable with and if I’m around those that I trust, I become the most social person you know. I am not your therapist and you are not mine. However, I enjoy giving and receiving healthy advice. I am working on myself a lot and trying to improve myself everyday. Especially with patience and communication. Though, I do understand that I will make mistakes and so will the person I am with so no pressure.

What I Want In A Dynamic: I am a virgin. I want someone who can be strict when I get bratty but is mainly gentle and soft. I think I prefer a gentle domme more. I believe I am a middle but I have never really felt comfortable enough to fully embrace that side of me so I am still learning about her. Though, I don’t think I am into using a diaper, I am into using pacifiers and sippy cups. Coloring and watching Disney movies. I’m very very new so I don’t know everything that I like but I do know I would like to be treated like a middle. I am definitely more sub than middle though. Speaking of giving and receiving, I am a bottom-leaning switch. I would prefer for someone to top me but if you want to receive, I will gladly do so. So, like a service sub. I also have a list of kinks I definitely want to try, kinks I am willing to try, and kinks I feel are hard limits for me in my profile (it doesn’t have everything but it has a lot).

Thank you 😊🙏🏾

Hi! I am into women. \[F4F\]\[F4TF\]

Who I Am Looking For: I like women that are taller than me. Someone older but close in age (21-24). I am looking for someone who is kind. I want a relationship as much as I want a dynamic. One day, I would like to be a stay at home partner so if you’re not into that financial responsibility, that’s okay. I also cannot drive, it terrifies me but I am working through that fear. I do NOT send nudes nor do I want your nudes. I like to laugh. My type of humor fluctuates but I really love funny people. I like people who can listen to me yap (I talk a lot) but I also want someone to yap to me about any and everything. We need to be able to bounce off of each other’s energy. I like realistic people but please do not talk down on my dreams and I will not talk down on yours. I want to be with someone who is actively growing; we don’t have to strive for perfection but at least strive for personal growth. If you’re feeling triggered, if a fear is being felt, please talk to me. I want someone to trust and someone to trust me. Trust and honesty are very important. I can be pretty all over the place in conversations, I may get excited about a topic and quickly ask things about said topic. I currently do not have a job but I do understand that one may not be able to reply lickety-split all day due to responsibilities. However, I do appreciate effort or at least let me know you won’t be able to talk as much. I value communication. We need to be able to communicate about any and everything. Respect, honesty, and trust are key.

Physical Appearance: I am AFAB. I am 5’1, 5’2 on a good day. I am Black. I’m pretty chubby in my opinion.

A Little About Me: I can be quiet when I want to be. I like my space. Although, I can be clingy due to my potential anxious-attachment style (I’m still on the fence between that or disorganized attachment). I’m new to dating; I’ve only ever been in one relationship so I’m still learning how it goes. I love Disney. I love psychology and I love to analyze the ‘why’s about things. I love chilling separately in the same room with headphones on. Quality time and physical affection are my top 2 love languages. I’m an ambivert; I can be quiet around people that I am not that comfortable with and if I’m around those that I trust, I become the most social person you know. I am not your therapist and you are not mine. However, I enjoy giving and receiving healthy advice. I am working on myself a lot and trying to improve myself everyday. Especially with patience and communication. Though, I do understand that I will make mistakes and so will the person I am with so no pressure.

What I Want In A Dynamic: I am a virgin. I want someone who can be strict when I get bratty but is mainly gentle and soft. I think I prefer a gentle domme more. I believe I am a middle but I have never really felt comfortable enough to fully embrace that side of me so I am still learning about her. Though, I don’t think I am into using a diaper, I am into using pacifiers and sippy cups. Coloring and watching Disney movies. I’m very very new so I don’t know everything that I like but I do know I would like to be treated like a middle. I am definitely more sub than middle though. Speaking of giving and receiving, I am a bottom-leaning switch. I would prefer for someone to top me but if you want to receive, I will gladly do so. So, like a service sub. I also have a list of kinks I definitely want to try, kinks I am willing to try, and kinks I feel are hard limits for me in my profile (it doesn’t have everything but it has a lot).

Thank you 😊🙏🏾

Hi! I am into women.

Who I Am Looking For: I like women that are taller than me. I am looking for someone who is kind. My type of humor fluctuates but I really love funny people. I like people who can listen to me yap (I talk a lot) but I also want someone to yap to me about something they enjoy. I like sweet people. Understanding and willing to grow. I want someone to trust. Someone to go on dates with. Someone to cry with. Someone to be open with. And vice versa. Someone who is also a freak😏.

Physical Appearance: I am AFAB. I am 5’1, 5’2 on a good day. I am Black. I’m pretty chubby in my opinion; big breast, big butt, big belly. Hairy vagina and I don’t care enough to shave. Hairy legs as well. I’ve got hair everywhere basically.

A Little About Me: I can be quiet when I don’t want to speak. I like my space. I can be clingy due to my potential anxious-attachment style (I’m still on the fence) but I like to be given my space. I’m new to dating; I’ve only ever been in one relationship. I love Disney. I love psychology and I love to analyze the ‘why’s about things. I love chilling separately in the same room with headphones on. I’m an introvert most of the time. Unless I am with people that I trust, then I am the most social person you know. I am working on myself a lot and trying to improve myself everyday.

What I Want In A Dynamic: I want a relationship as much as I want a dynamic. Maybe it is due to age or whatever but I am pretty horny so I think I’d like the dynamic more. But don’t get me wrong, I want someone that I can grow with. Someone to get to know. One day, I would like to be a stay at home partner (I’d rather work from home really). I want someone who can be strict when I get bratty but is mainly soft and sweet. I’m also slightly into being a little or maybe a middle. I’m into MD/LG. I’m not that into pain.

KINKS I WANT TO TRY:

Spanking as a punishment and funishment

Dressing up in a costume or uniform

Edging

Overstimulation

Straps

Bondage

Squirting

Kneeling/poses

Lingerie

Vibrators

Hidden exhibition: hidden vibrator, dressing room, bathroom, etc.

CNC

Under-the-desk support

Oral

Chastity belt

Praise

Age play

Pet play 

27/4 Total Power Exchange

Mostly praise with little degradation (excluding being called a bitch)

Dildos/toys

Collars (especially pink ones with bells)

Sybian

Training

Rules

Spreader bars

Sex machine

Woken up with sex

Free use

Oils/lotions

Massage

KINKS I AM WILLING TO TRY:

Anal

Paddling

Caning

Whipping

Voyerism

Nipple clamps

Yoni pump

Wax play

Tickling

HARD LIMITS:

Blood

Gore

Golden showers

Drinking pee

Scat

Needles

Gangbang

Fire play

Food play (excluding whipped cream and strawberries and possibly chocolate)

Feet play

Stepping/walking on

Punching

Urethra play

Fisting

Face slapping

Extreme degradation

Electro stimulation/shock collars

Latex/rubbers

Thank you 😊🙏🏾

Hi! I am into women.

Who I Am Looking For: I like women that are taller than me. I am looking for someone who is kind. My type of humor fluctuates but I really love funny people. I like people who can listen to me yap (I talk a lot) but I also want someone to yap to me about something they enjoy. I like sweet people. Understanding and willing to grow. I want someone to trust. Someone to go on dates with. Someone to cry with. Someone to be open with. And vice versa. Someone who is also a freak😏.

Physical Appearance: I am AFAB. I am 5’1, 5’2 on a good day. I am Black. I’m pretty chubby in my opinion; big breast, big butt, big belly. Hairy vagina and I don’t care enough to shave. Hairy legs as well. I’ve got hair everywhere basically.

A Little About Me: I can be quiet when I don’t want to speak. I like my space. I can be clingy due to my potential anxious-attachment style (I’m still on the fence) but I like to be given my space. I’m new to dating; I’ve only ever been in one relationship. I love Disney. I love psychology and I love to analyze the ‘why’s about things. I love chilling separately in the same room with headphones on. I’m an introvert most of the time. Unless I am with people that I trust, then I am the most social person you know. I am working on myself a lot and trying to improve myself everyday.

What I Want In A Dynamic: I want a relationship as much as I want a dynamic. Maybe it is due to age or whatever but I am pretty horny so I think I’d like the dynamic more. But don’t get me wrong, I want someone that I can grow with. Someone to get to know. One day, I would like to be a stay at home partner (I’d rather work from home really). I want someone who can be strict when I get bratty but is mainly soft and sweet. I’m also slightly into being a little or maybe a middle. I’m into MD/LG. I’m not that into pain.

KINKS I WANT TO TRY:

Spanking as a punishment and funishment

Dressing up in a costume or uniform

Edging

Overstimulation

Straps

Bondage

Squirting

Kneeling/poses

Lingerie

Vibrators

Hidden exhibition: hidden vibrator, dressing room, bathroom, etc.

CNC

Under-the-desk support

Oral

Chastity belt

Praise

Age play

Pet play 

27/4 Total Power Exchange

Mostly praise with little degradation (excluding being called a bitch)

Dildos/toys

Collars (especially pink ones with bells)

Sybian

Training

Rules

Spreader bars

Sex machine

Woken up with sex

Free use

Oils/lotions

Massage

KINKS I AM WILLING TO TRY:

Anal

Paddling

Caning

Whipping

Voyerism

Nipple clamps

Yoni pump

Wax play

Tickling

HARD LIMITS:

Blood

Gore

Golden showers

Drinking pee

Scat

Needles

Gangbang

Fire play

Food play (excluding whipped cream and strawberries and possibly chocolate)

Feet play

Stepping/walking on

Punching

Urethra play

Fisting

Face slapping

Extreme degradation

Electro stimulation/shock collars

Latex/rubbers

Thank you 😊🙏🏾

*AHHHHHHHHHH WE’RE GOING TO THE BEACHHHHH!!!!!!!!*

I scream the lyrics to “Party In The U.S.A” by Miley Cyrus

*I am sooo excited!!!! I can’t wait to play mermaids and swim and build sandcastles an-*

They pause the song, “Little one?”

“Hm?”

“Remember, we have t-“

“To apply sunscreen every 2 hours. I know I know🙄”

They shoot a look at me, raised eyebrow and everything

“😬… I meant that in a joking way.”

“Mmhmm, you do that again and I won’t let you get in the water. You’ll just have to sit on the sand and watch mommy swim without you”

“Noooo”

“Then no attitude.”

“Okay”

*’then no attitude’… blah blah blah 😒***

We finally reach the waves and the forbidden sugar. We hop out and grab our supplies. Well, mainly mommy grabs the large supplies. I just carry the designated beach bag and water bottles.

We find a nice spot and get set up; towels, chairs, cooler, comically large umbrella.

“Come here, let’s put this on”

They begin to apply the sunscreen and I do the same for them

*Not to make everything sexual but to make everything sexual, I haven’t been able to stop the impure thoughts that cross my mind ever since I saw mommy in that bathing suit. I love the swimsuit that they chose for me but I’d rather be bare so they could see how wet their body makes m- STOP! It’s going to be a SFW DAY!!!! Be good! Be good! Be-*

“Babygirl, you’re staring again. Is there something you want to say to mommy?”

They smirk

*Nope! Nope! No! Once they get started, they can’t stop and we’ll both end up with shaky legs*

“Nope! I’m okay ☺️”

“You sure? I mean, if there’s anything going on in that brain of yours, I’m sure I could be of assistance”

“Nope! It’s going to be an innocent day!”

I dodge their kiss and begin to run towards the water, hoping to cool myself down

*Fuck they have a primal kink*

I look back and see them sprinting full force towards me

*Fuck…

no literally I’m fucked. They ran track and I haven’t ran since…

I’m fucked*