Forever Locked by Mistress Calia
Hey so instead of just reading and occasionally commenting on others posts, thought it was time to create my own.
I tagged it victim story, but at the moment I’m not sure victim is the right word. They say true chastity begins only when you want it to end. I’m probably not quite there yet. Very very close tonight though.
Nearly 2 months ago (55 days to be exact, but who’s counting) I found Mistress Calia’s Forever Locked file. I’ve tried many chastity, denial and limp files over the years. They’ve all been fun, but only had a very weak and short term effect on me.
This one is different. From the first listen I knew it was different. For me, it did exactly what it says it will do. I can’t touch, I obviously can’t orgasm, it is heaven and hell at the same time.
I love the teasing, the denial is hard.
If I don’t listen for a while, like nearly 2 weeks, it doesn’t wear off. I still can’t touch. Yet I begin to feel uncomfortable that I haven’t listened for a while, and feel relief when I finally do. For a little while, then I feel like I need to listen more.
It’s strange, I get horny, aroused, look at nice pictures or videos, forget that I’m cursed, start to touch other parts of my body like nipples, get more aroused and start to reach down…and…nothing, I don’t touch. I can’t.
Like Mistress Calia says in the file, I squirm, I twitch, I ache but I can’t touch.
It’s been a long busy week already, I’m a bit burned out and feeling a bit off. Tonight I just thought stuff this I’m going to relieve myself and take some pressure off. Then I tried. And I can’t. Can’t even get my hand on it.
Despite all that, this is kind of great. I have no interest in asking for release. I’ll just occasionally let out a little sigh or involuntary moan of frustration and keep going.