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When I masturbate I like to edge for a couple of hours . I sometimes I sit in my recliner or laying down on my bed and fantasized about someone i know that is on top of me and riding me and when I am cumming I close my eyes and open my eyes and let out saying I love you while pretending to look into their eyes and I cry a little bit with joy! I have actual tears . I am a type of person that wants to be in a long term relationship with a woman and I have not for years . I haven’t had one night stands either during those years . I want that love , desire, passion, emotional connection. . Then after cumming I fall asleep cuddling a pillow and kissing the air .