Previous part: https://www.reddit.com/r/Incestconfessions/s/PELgehJlW9
(Although that was a long time ago)
Fair warning, there is no sex in this post, just my indecisive ass ranting and trying to figure things out.
To briefly recap, mom is 47 years old, promiscuous, and kind of built like a pawg. Shortly after the last part, I moved away to another city because I got a good job. We didn't have many days after and we had only gotten one more opportunity, where I had gotten another rushed handjob.
While away, me and her almost never talked about any of this. After a while i got a sense that she probably never wanted to bring it up. But anyway. It's been around a couple weeks, I've moved back to the city with a new job. Got my own apartment as usual.
Cutting to the chase, she is still in her slutty ways, but hasn't mentioned a thing about our past encounter. I get the sense she is also resentful, idk because I moved in general or she feels abandoned and locked in with dad.
I've been looking for excuses to visit. The only three times I've stayed over, I did see her walk in disheveled once, all drunk (probably after a hookup or something), and she passed out. The other time when she was a little less drunk, i tried to joke about her having too much. And she just went on a rant about how she hates coming back here cause my dad sounds her off about her habits and now I'm also there.
So. I guess I'm just ranting here. I've not made a decision whether I'll do anything. Or how I will if I will. I'm just trying to take a little time to warm up to her. Also the fact that I'm seeing someone (casually) complicates things. If there are any older women who have some advice to better navigate this, I'm all years.
older men too if you have any perspective you want to share, thanks.