I seduce older women online and use them for sex.
I never really planned to become this person. It started out of boredom, more than anything else. Late at night, I'd browse dating sites, sending half-serious messages to women who were old enough to know better, yet still wanted to believe me. Most of them were single. It was obvious after five minutes of conversation. Divorced, widowed, with grown children, sitting alone in quiet homes watching TV with the volume too high. I knew exactly what to say. I'd compliment them on something small that no one else noticed, recall details from previous conversations, make them feel noticed. That was the dangerous part. It wasn't even about money, gifts, or a place to sleep anymore. I loved the feeling of being desired by someone who needed affection so much that they ignored every red flag I gave them. Sometimes, after meeting them, after the flirtations, the hotel rooms, and the false promises of seeing each other again, I would return home feeling completely empty. As if I were watching myself transform into someone I didn't even recognize a few years ago.