Is there any long term side effects from using massive toys?
Might be a bit TMI from here on out, so squeamish people look away!
I have one that is ~3.5 inches diameter, and just shy of 3 feet long, flexible in the bendy sense but firm in size, which is my largest toy I can take fully without too much trouble. I worry about possibly blocking off something important, or bursting an appendix or other things, but I love that feeling full feeling for large toys.
With a partner, I prefer the thrusting and lustfulness, and since I have really good inner muscle control I can tighten around them about the same as if I grasped them with my hands and even kinda thrust my insides back and forth to jerk them off. I also have been fisted up past a gal's elbow as part of my meeting up with a couple for fun so they could try fisting me. I am not a big person, kinda average in most ways, 5'9" ~180ish lbs depending on my intermittent fasting.
I don't have any incontinence problems, or such. I do get the "ghost" bathroom urges some others have mentioned in other posts, but they aren't the worst and as long as I play with toys before a non-busy day where I got no where to go, I am usually perfectly fine. I am also super careful about cleaning myself out before doing anything anally with a partner, so the big longer thinner toys are kinda like a tester/ dip stick to ensure I am fully clean (especially in the case where I was fisted).
I just want to be sure I can mitigate any long-term damage to my intestines or such, and know if any worrying symptoms show up I can go to the hospital or at least take a break from any advanced play.
Sorry if this whole thing is a bit much, but I just want to make sure I am not doing anything irreversible. ❤️