F22 I think I broke my brain a little bit lol.
I think I broke my brain a little bit lol.
A few months ago I posted here confused about my boyfriend introducing me to BambiSleep without me really understanding what it was. At the time I still thought I was mostly unaffected and people were overreacting about “conditioning.”
Yeah… no.
The Bambi stuff works WAY better than I expected it to.
I’m so much more airheaded now it’s honestly embarrassing. My thoughts feel softer and slower all the time. Focusing on serious things feels exhausting compared to before. I used to overthink everything and now my brain kind of just wants praise, attention, pretty things, and someone telling me I’m a good girl.
And the worst/best part is how GOOD it feels.
Like genuinely. Being empty headed feels comforting now. I catch myself dropping into “Bambi mode” automatically when I’m tired or emotional. Sometimes I’ll reread messages three times because my brain drifts off into dumb happy thoughts halfway through. I giggle more. I blush more. I get distracted constantly.
I also became ridiculously suggestible compared to before. Praise absolutely melts me now. Pet names hit WAY harder. Certain phrases instantly make my brain fuzzy. Sometimes it honestly feels like my personality got rewritten into something softer, prettier, and way less capable of serious thinking.
I know that sounds dramatic but I don’t really know how else to explain it.
Part of me misses feeling sharper and more independent… but another part of me really, really doesn’t want to go back.