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I did it again. I stuffed myself when I shouldn’t have. For context my friend recently got engaged and I’m supposed to go out with friends tonight for dinner. I’m leaving in 2 hours and I fucking look like a pig.

I told myself I needed to relax today and not let my horniness take over. This was never going to happen, so instead of letting my feedee side take over I thought I could jump into a feeder role instead. After DMing someone for a while, I totally fell apart. She flipped the script and had me chugging heavy cream in 15 minutes. I think my brain just doesn’t wanna be dominant recently bc I’ve never folded so fast before.

She had me chug an ungodly amount. I’ve never felt so heavy. I think the scariest part of all this is I’m not even at maximum. I can very obviously have more. And that should be good, I’m goin out so not being full out of my mind should be a positive. Wrong. My brain is loin the battle and now I’m posting before I go chug more.

What’s even worse is I want to be as full as possible so my friends notice 🤦‍♀️. So I WILL be wearing my tightest dress. Obviously this fetish is taking over in bad ways, and what’s even worse is that I like it.

College has been coming to a close and obviously that comes with the end of the year exams. Usually I tend to stress eat the day before, even if I know I’m gonna be fine. Stress is a bitch. So it’s usually a snack here or there while I’m looking through my book. That was… not the case this time.

Yesterday I was up till 3 in the morning studying, and stuffing. Heavy cream and pizza. My mind wasn’t even like fully aware of what was happening. I obviously grabbed the heavy cream because I wanted to, but I ended up chugging more than I should’ve. By the time the damage was done I was laying back cradling what looked like a pregnant stomach burping, hoping that would release some of the damn pressure I built up. After some furious uh…. “Me time” I ended up getting some sleep.

Fast forward to today and 3 hours before my exam a friend comes over with some food. And how am I supposed to refuse a huge tasty chipotle bowl. By the time he’s gone my exam is coming up and I’m fucking full and feel huge. And that feeling turned into a want. And that horny want turned into me chugging as much Pepsi as I could fit into myself. It wasn’t exactly a lot of soda after all the food I ate, but it was enough to send me into a spiral. And I looked fucking massive. Big enough to have to put on a sweatshirt to cover it up. I already have a skinny frame so you can imagine what a chipotle bowl/ Pepsi chug stomach could look like.

Driving was a fucking hassle. The waistband of my sweatpants were dramatically digging into me and turned me on even more than I already was, and one hand basically resting on my 🐱 the whole ride there. I definitely don’t recommend driving unless you’re in the right state of mind.

When it came to the test. I more than likely failed it. My brain was not there, all I could think about was how fucking huge I looked, and how I wanna make my stomach even bigger in the future. I basically just marked a bunch of random answers and turned it in. On top of that my low moans weren’t exactly helping, I even had a friend next to me ask what was wrong. I told her it was stomach pains, not exactly wrong so who cares haha.

There was some more me time had, I’m not going to say where it happened but it happened, and now I’m here sitting in the aftermath. I needed to get this off my chest. Or stomach? Haha. Anyways moral of the story, if you have exams don’t do what I did. Even if I recommend it. 🥵❤️