Some nights I’ll walk in and just sit on the edge of my bed for a second before I even move. I don’t turn anything on yet, I just let everything from the day fade out on its own. That quiet pause resets me. After a bit I’ll put on Syd or Frank Ocean low in the background and ease into my space.
I don’t rush things or try to force anything. I like when it builds naturally and you can feel where it’s going without needing to explain it. But I’m not just there either. I like being able to shift how things move, just in a quieter way. I like men who don’t feel like they have to take over everything… the ones who can relax and just be there.
And yeah… I like being behind you. I like seeing you let go a little, not trying to hold everything together for once. There’s something about that moment where you’re bent forward, softer than you usually are, and I’m the one setting the pace without saying much. It’s calm, but it says everything.
I like ccooookkkkiiieeessss honeylavendercaramelcream darkchocolateberrycrunch vanillacoconutmapleglaze toastedpecanbutterdrizzle. I’m into animmmee like Ergo Proxy and Paranoia Agent. I sketch when my thoughts feel crowded, and food wise I usually go back to chicken shawarma platter spicy garlic noodles and grilled ribeye steak.
Being cheattedd changed how I move with people. I notice small things quicker now and I don’t ignore them. I don’t open up the same way I used to… but if it feels right, you’ll see that side of me.
i love a man whos open and into peggging and explorring reallly wild things with me