I'm harassed by the embodiement of selfishness and death. The Holy Spirit is keeping me alive after I have done massive work towards charity to counter her selfishness (which is equal to spiritual death; it is a metaphysical experience hard to explain).
I have discovered that sexual energy, life, and joy of sex comes from God's love and not demons. God and the eternal fountain of life are becoming friends in my psyche. Demons (having espoused extreme selfishness, laziness, violence, deception, and obssessions), have cut themselves off from the Holy Breath of God, which is present everywhere. Everytime we give, we are partaking in God's ways. In the Bagavad Gita, 3:10, it is written: "at the beginning, mankind and the obligation of selfless service were created together. Through, selfless service, you will always be fruitful and find the fulfillment of your desire--this is the promise of the creator."
I am looking for spiritual friends and lovers who are not trying to compromise in their quest towards finding God and harmonize and purify the original sexuality of God. I am looking to open up a discussion on the deepest powers of redemptive and protective love (which only God is able to provide enough of). Our bodies are temples of God. There will be exceeding joy in the enjoyment of soul and bodies that are pure, loving, and loyal; this, is my belief.
I am not sure if I am allowed to make this into a dating post so I will refrain from describing myself too much. At the every least, let me just say that I am just an innocent-ish soul, trying to honor sexuality but having failed for the marketing of the darkness and this demon. Beware of darkness; it is not your friend... probably ever. Some might have gotten lucky but I wonder if maybe it's just because they are promoting this stuff to more people.
That said, these days I am called to forgive everyone; even those who persecute me. I pray to God, and beseech everyone to love one another; including the demon.
May the peace of God be forever with all of you, and may you find harmony in your souls,
Kevin