You know that feeling when you finally get home and just kinda hover for a second before doing anything? I’ll literally sit there and let everything from the day slow down without touching my phone or turning anything on. It’s like my brain needs that pause. Then I’ll throw on Giveon or PARTYNEXTDOOR, and sometimes I’ll mix in a little Alicia Keys… that’s when I start feeling normal again.
I’m not really into forcing anything or making things feel complicated. I like when it builds naturally and you can feel where it’s going without having to explain it. But I’m not just sitting back either… I like being able to shift things a little, quietly. Like I notice things, and I like when someone can just relax instead of trying to impress me.
And I’ll be real with you… I like that kind of vibe where nothing has to be said. Like I can just pull you closer, keep things exactly how I want them, and you just go with it. Being behind you, setting the pace without making it obvious. It’s calm, but it says everything.
Random but I’ve been into ice cream like saltedcaramelvanillabeancrunch darkchocolateberryespressoswirl mangococonutcreamglaze toastedmaplepecanbutter. And animmmee wise I’ve been watching Mob Psycho 100, Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba, and Tokyo Revengers. When my head gets too full I just sketch a little, nothing serious. Food wise I keep going back to chicken shawarma bowl, spicy tuna sushi, and a good grilled ribeye steak.
And yeah… you already know, being cheattedd kinda stayed with me. I pick up on small things way faster now and I don’t brush stuff off like I used to. I don’t open up the same either… but when something feels right, you’ll feel it without me having to say anything.
And honestly, I love using my strap on men, having a guy bent over is one of the best things ever especially when the dildo first goes in and they moan it’s so hot