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Well, last night I was horny enough that I finally went out to the park I used to fuck myself.

I shoved a dildo inside of me and got an uber over. It’s been a while since I used the dildo so it didn’t really fit all the way in, so as I sat in the backseat it was forced to the hilt. It was painful in the best possible way. I felt like such a little slut and was just so turned on. Then I got to the park and wandered around trying to find a good spot, all the while the dildo was inside of me. It took a couple of tries but I finally found one, then I slowly took my pants off and began pumping the dildo in and out of my pussy. I was so horny at this point I NEEDED to cum.

I leaned back against some rocks and began fucking myself harder and faster, fantasizing about the dildo being some random man’s cock. I pulled out my vibrator and pressed it against my dick as I continued fucking myself. I closed my eyes and imagined a bunch of men finding me and using me to take out their sexual frustrations, and then I came so hard, the hardest I have in a lonnnngggg time. It took everything in me not to make noise.

Last night I thought I had gotten it out of my system, but now I’m thinking about it and I want to do it again tonight. Last night I left almost immediately after I came, but tonight I think I should force myself to cum at least 2 or 3 times before I leave. Part of me wants to take it up a notch and go on Grindr and let men know where I’ll be and that if they can find me they can fuck me. I think that would add to the fun ;)

A while back I posted about how I missed fucking myself in the parks near my old place and how I was thrilled and terrified of getting caught. Back when I posted, it was still winter and way too cold to give it a try, but now it’s been getting warmer and I’m really tempted to give it another go…

Part of me wants to do it tonight, but because it’s Sunday the buses aren’t running as late. It’s also likely the only day I’ll be able to do it for a while. There’s a few options I’ve considered.

One, I could bus out a bit earlier which would likely be more risky, especially because I need a vibrator to actually finish and the one I have isn’t the quietest.

Two, I take the latest bus out there and then uber back home. This is the more expensive option, which isn’t ideal, but I feel like it could have benefits such as another fantasy being fulfilled, maybe the driver wouldn’t charge me so that he could try out my boypussy. Curious if there’s a way to go about this and if anyone here has had any luck before. Would love your insight.

Three, I hold off tonight and bring all my toys to work and then head out there when I’m off. I work late and the buses run later on weekdays so it might be the better option, I just have to be up early the next morning.

Then I guess there’s other stuff to consider. For example, I used to shove a dildo to the hilt in my pussy then walk over, fuck myself, then walk back with the dildo still in me. By the time I got home I’d usually get so turned on again I would fuck myself even harder. It’s a bit more of a challenge now, I’d have to walk to the bus stop, sit through a pretty long bus ride, and get off the bus all while hoping it doesn’t fall out, and then repeat it all on the way back. I haven’t done this in years so I don’t even know if I’d still have the skills for it. I could also just bring everything in a bag and do it all there but it just seems like a hassle.

Basically this desire is becoming too insatiable, I think I need to fulfill it. I think I need to fuck myself in a park all while secretly hoping someone will stumble upon me and join in. I’m so fucking desperate, UGH!