I'm from a conservative country but always been bi. My wife doesn't know that I secretly love cock and masculinity much more than anything else.
I've tried being loyal to her. Been unfaithful to other girlfriends too.
But there's something about muscle, being dominated and a big dick I cannot for the life of me resist. I've got wide hips and big lips that even straight men like. I have never cum with a woman despite making them orgasm consistently, yet I cum HARD with men. Most men I've been with told me I was the best lay they ever had... which only exacerbates the issue.
To make it worse, I know that being plugged by cock is the best feeling I will ever have. All of my most intense sexual moments have been with men. Opening my legs for him, looking into his eyes when down on my knees sucking his cock, moaning involuntarily like a bitch when fucked hard, being felt up, spanked, moving my body to match his thrusts, hearing the wet sound of my ass being turned into a pussy, insane chemistry that starts making me want to transition... none of these are something women can ever provide.
I don't know what to do anymore. You tell me.