How do I proceed
Hey guys.
Little backstory:
Me and my wife got married month ago. In a week we are going for our honeymoon trip. Today while fucking, she told me, that she would like to watch me with another woman on this trip, added that it’s a one time thing. She set her rules like no oral from my side etc.
About us:
We are together for 4 years, started as fwb. We talked during our time as fwb about threesome with other girl(my wife is hetero). She did it once with previous partner and said to me that it wasnt that bad. However he neglected her during the act so it wasnt also great.
One year ago we started looking for an unicorn online, but couldnt find anyone so we passed on that. I also felt like she wasnt fully commited to the idea, so I didn’t push her. We went once to swingers club, but ended fucking ourselfs which was also great, cause it was our first time putting ourselfs in this kind of situation.
At the beggining I was pushy about threesome, but I stopped as I didn’t want to force her into anything. Then she agreed as she knows that this is a huge fantasy of mine.
She said that she don’t want MMF or to cuck me(which I also don’t want).
I know that she is a jealous type, but she said that watching me fuck someone after she agrees would put her in control.
I’m not sure if I should go on with that, last thing that I want is to hurt her.
Anyone here been in such a situation and could give me a tip?
How do I make sure that she does it for her, and not forcing it to make me happy.