How to bottomed without being a "sub"?
Just to get it out of the way, I'm not a power bottom. Not my thing, doubt it ever will be.
So basically I've just recently come around to the fact that I'm not a verse like I thought, I'm a full on bottom.
Finally able to take and handle my FWB till finishing.
As of now I have no problem and am actually kinda loving getting fucked.
But my problem is the power of it all.
Like kinda by nature of bottoming, I've gotta "submit" to him at least somewhat.
In the moment I don't really have a problem with that, I'm just horny and want his dick inside me.
But overall, I hate the feeling of losing some control and being submissive to someone.
Like I know he'd never hurt me or anything and would stop if I told him to, but there just something I can't get comfortable with about the mentality of it....