I can't orgasm without a partner. Most days I ignore it. Some days, I feel like I'm going insane. Today, I feel like someone injected rabies into my jugular.
I think it's been 16 months since my last orgasm. Masturbation just doesn't do it for me and it's just chronic edging pretty much my whole sexually active life. I don't finger myself, either. No insertions. It's just clit play. That's by preference and design. Chasity.
I'm tempted to buy a new vibrator, but I feel like it's a me problem and I'll just be wasting money. I just stop myself all the time and my health issues get in the way. I can't push myself over the edge like another person can.
I'm so frustrated. I just wanted to vent. I want overstimulation so bad. I want to be floating. Fuck. I don't know how to dominate myself as a sub.