Am i an addict? I dont think i am!!
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So ive been doing coke since i was about 20, im now 31. At times in my life it was every weekend, and up to at the heaviest points like 3 4 nights a week. But at that point i had a pretty stressful job in finance as a trader and everyone was doing it. Ive always still been pretty successful in my work and life generally. These days i do it like once a month but my gf says im addicted because i cant not do it for more than like a month or so. I also have a thing that as soon as i have a few too many drinks i really want/need it. But i dont think i have a problem at all, in my mind its a fairly healthy relationship with the drug.
Admittedly when i do sniff, i end up awake all night sniffing by myself in the living room. But still i enjoy the time to myself, i listen to music and chat to people online.
When the misses said i need to cut down the lowest i could go was once a month, i cant really get below that without giving up drinking too. But imo thats not an addiction or a problem, just drunk me loves a line. What do you guys think?