My sexual awakening was pretty fucked up
I think I'm losing my mind. I've been acting like... a whore. I don't know what has happened to me.
It all started on my birthday. My aunties have been conspiring with my mom to get me settled down ever since I finished college. But I was working so I asked my parents to wait before they start looking for someone, and they gave me almost two years but then they found someone.
Rishabh is nice but he is 35 years old. I've just turned 25. I don't understand why they chose him for me I think he is too old. They had us do the engagement on my birthday. I was not exactly sad but I'm not happy either.
So now I'm engaged to someone I have 0 feelings for. I tried to develop some chemistry with him. We went on family dates but I asked to go alone with him. I tried to get close to him. I held his hand. I sat very close to him. I put my hand on his thigh and stroked it a bit. I looked in his eyes. But he didn't even try to kiss me or be close to me at all.
I kissed him on the cheek when he dropped me at home and still nothing but a smile.
I was almost angry with how unromantic he was with me.
I decided to out with my friends and because there were boys in our group too we went to go see a movie during the night show.
One of my friends was sitting next to me but there was another guy sitting on my other side right at the last seat of the row.
Everything was fine but all of a sudden I felt the other guys hand on my thigh.
I admit I was dressed a little inappropriately. I was wearing a short skirt and a tube top and quite a lot of cleavage was visible but that's because we had gone to a very trendy restaurant for dinner and wanted to take photos.
So this stranger was lightly rubbing the back of his hand on my bare thigh.
I completely froze. I hadn't experienced anything inappropriate like this before. Unlike many other women... I've never been molested or anything. I didn't know what to do. I probably should have stopped it but I just couldn't.
When he felt no resistance from me, he extended his reach some more and starting inching his fingers between my legs and I just sat there doing nothing.
He pinched my inner thigh lightly and I like a dumbass opened my legs for him.
He didn't waist a second before his hand was at my croch rubbing my pussy through my panties.
That's when I realized how wet my pussy already was.
I couldn't even get a gasp out when he pushed aside my panties and started touching my sopping wet pussy... the movie was loud but I still didn't make a single sound at his rough fingers rubbed against my swollen clit. He rubbed it for a while and then pulled his hand out.
That's when I almost started screaming because how dare this fucker touch me with out permission and then not even satisfy me.
But before I could do anything he started putting his hand up my top and squeezing my breast.
He used his other hand to grab mine and put it on his cock that he had pulled out of his jeans. It seemed pretty big and thick... I had never touched one before and only ever see one in porn videos. It felt a little bit slimy on the top. He wrapped my hand around it and moved it up and down.
A stranger was using my hand to jerk his cock for him but I didn't pull my hand back in fact I started rubbing it and light squeezing it myself...
I was acting like whore. Actually no. This man wasn't gonna pay me for this... so I was acting like a slut. An insane nymphomaniac.
The man was clearly enjoying himself because I heard a light moan from him.
It probably wasn't his first time molesting someone but I was probably the first slut he had ever molested. I was enjoying it and pleasuring the man who was molesting me.
I turned slightly in hopes that he would start touching my pussy again but my movement caught the attention of my friend next to me. I had completely forgotten about him in my madness.
He clearly saw my hand full of a strangers cock because his eyes widened before he looked around and whispered in my ear,
"What the fuck are you doing? Who is that guy?"
"I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know who he is... please don't tell anyone!" I replied, whispering frantically.
He thought for a while and then whispered in my ear... "I won't tell anyone but only if you'll suck my cock."
"What? I won't do that!"
"Then I will tell your fiancé and everyone in our group."
As you can imagine, I had to agree to suck his cock.
All while continuing to jerk off the stranger.
Once my friends had his blowjob confirmed, he started squeezing and teasing my tits too.
And also fingering my pussy. Thank God because it was almost throbbing and dripping with wetness.
"God this is the wettest pussy I have ever felt... I never knew you were such a whore."
I was offended that he called me a whore when I was clearly a slut but I didn't correct him.
The stranger was unbothered that another man was now fingering my pussy and touching my tits.
He started to cum all over my hand and then the fucker caught some of it and wiped it on the side of my skirt. Then he wiped a little bit of it on my lip.
Instinctually I licked it because I'm an idiot but I didn't even have the time to say anything because then my friend took me by my hair and pushed my face on to his penis.
It tasted salty. And it smelt... I can't explain what it smelt like but it had a distinct smell. It did not smell completely bad or anything either...
I'm ashamed to admit but I sucked his cock the way I had seen pornstars do it in the video. I licked and sucked and tried to take him deeper.
It was annoying because my friend kept pushing my head down more than I could manage and at some moments it was almost like he was trying to make me throw up.
But the stranger man had recovered by then and was fingering my pussy from behind while I was choking on my friends cock.
It did feel a little bit amazing.
My friend came inside my mouth without any warning and didn't even let me pull up my head until I swallowed it all.
I'm deeply ashamed to admit that I loved the taste of his cum. Even though I told him that he was very mean and rough with me. He did say sorry about that so it's fine I guess.
We all straightened up during the interval. My friend even bought me a water bottle to rinse the taste of cum from my mouth. I finally got a look at the stranger who molested me and got me to jerk him off and he looked like a complete uncle. He had a balding head and everything. I was mortified.
They took their turns playing with my pussy and tits... I didn't even try to stop them but they didn't make me cum.
It was probably the universe punishing me for becoming a mad slut.
I honestly don't understand why I did any of this.