Pegging days are over
I really have enjoyed reading all the success stories here and always look forward to reading new posts. This is such a great resource for people to learn. That being said, my days of pegging have officially ended.
We had a dead bedroom for a while then about 5 years ago, on a drunken night on vacation, we decided we wanted to try pegging. She ordered stuff and a few days after we got home, we started our journey. We both loved it and I loved that she was excited about sex again. We did it about once a week and it was our primary sexual activity.
About two years ago she moved to another state to take care of her mother who was dying of cancer. After her mom passed, she went into a deep depression. She has remained living in another state due to life's circumstances, with the intention of me eventually moving there. We tried pegging a few times after her mom passed, but I could tell she wasn't into it like she was before. We mutually decided to stop until she was in a better place mentally.
It's been over 9 months of no sexual activity. I never pressured her for it because I wanted her to be the one to initiate. Well about 5 days ago, she told me that she's gay and wants to separate and eventually divorce. I was and still am in shock. She's the love of my life and there will never be another. I'll never have sex again including pegging. I don't even know how to continue. I'm in my 50s and we've been married over 20 years. Just know that I'm very jealous of all you peggers and pegees out there.