I didnt know this was going to happen. I used washed speed for writing and reading for about a month and the first two weeks went really well. My rules were: 4 days on, 3 days off. Never redose. 35mg (75% purity i guess, its triple acetone washed so maybe higher). Only oral administration and never ever snorting it. Only early in the morning. Swallowed 20 minutes into study session. No stimfapping. No coffee.
About the third week in i started redosing because i didnt like that 6 hours into the day, the enchanced focus stopped. So around 4H mark i took a 20mg redose (first dose 35mg). After this it went slowly from 4 days on to 5 days on. After i started redosing i began drinking more coffee. I eventually got extremely high this one day because i took instead of a 20mg redose, a 50mg redose. This made me extremely compulsive and i snorted a lot. This completely messed up my day and my sleep scheduel got ruined. I didnt know that snorting it was so pleasureful, fuck.
Ive been taking about 35mg (oral) 3x daily and snorting about 10mg inbetween for about two weeks now without stopping. Suprisingly I have never stimfapped, stopped taking it in the morning and began taking it in the middle of the day, i have not taken a break for like 10 days. I told myself that if i violate my rules, i have to stop taking it. Well, thats was 10 days ago. I have been writing for 12 hours straight for almost 3 weeks, my right bicep, the specific muscle on my right forearm that is connected to my index finger and thumb is very sore. I got all my important nutrients and my amphetamine sulfate is relatively clean, because of this i have never experienced a horrible comedown. Its actually always been q very calm and almost pleasurable comedown(I dont take downers for the comedown). I have experimented with many drugs and i wanted to see if i could get amphetamines to work. Unfortunately i realised that if you dont take it in an environment that is optimal for what you are doing, the impulsive desire to redose or whatever vice you have when you are on it - wins.
If you want to use amphetamines for studying. You NEED to get it right the first fucking day. You need to be somewhere you cant redose or do anything thst violates the rules, such as the library. You need to take it 30 minutes ALREADY in your studies. If you take it in the morning or before studies you will start cleaning or doing fuck all. You need to know exactly how much you are taking, and only take a dose that is non-hedonic, that means it doesnt induce a powerful hedonic feeling. I already had my writing habit down so it wasnt that much of a problem for me to sit down and do the work. Its the first time i try this and i learned a lot. Im going to stop now and take a 6 month break. After that i will try again, but in the right environment. Perhaps ill go for modafinil instead. What i really liked is the plasticity that comes from these dopamine enchancing drugs. Everything is so sticky. Habits are created so quickly, concept formation is so much faster and it stays for so long. Perhaps modafinil is a better choice, im not sure. Any thoughts?