My first time getting cucked
I don’t know how I got into this kink, but it started a long time ago with my first real girlfriend. We took each other’s virginity and were together for almost four years. The only problem was she lived 5 hours away, so we only got to see each other about a dozen times a year.
I used to fantasize about her being a secret freak. She was such a good girl on the surface, and the thought of her getting fucked by someone else turned me on like crazy. I knew I couldn’t just come out and tell her I wanted that, so I was always trying to figure out a way to bring it up.
Long story short, she found out I cheated on her — and that became my opportunity. I told her that since I had fucked someone else, I wanted us to have the same number of partners. Of course she didn’t go for it at first. After a couple weeks of talking her into it and saying it was the only way I’d feel better about cheating, she finally agreed. I told her to find a random guy she didn’t know. About three weeks later, she did. She texted me saying it was about to happen and told me to call her in 30 minutes I tried calling her for three hours straight before she finally answered. I remember feeling insanely turned on, but at the same time I was worried something had happened because it had been so long.
After that experience, it was all I wanted. I became obsessed with the idea of other men seeing and feeling how tight and fire my girl’s pussy was.