u/UpperIdeal6774

I am a (mostly) straight married man. For years I have been addicted to the idea of my with fucking other guys. I have tried to get her to act on this fantasy but she won’t. This obsession became focused on black guys, specifically big black cocks.

As time went on, I started to realize that I was more attracted to the cock in porn than the women. If the cock was nice, I’d picture it fucking my wife. If it wasn’t, I couldn’t get off to it. Eventually, I started picturing myself worshipping, sucking, stroking, and even fucking the guy instead of my wife. I have been on Grindr a few times but never acted on anything. I started to worry that I would never actually get to taste or feel a real man’s cock and would have that regret later in life.

Fast forward to this past Thursday night. I want to start by saying that I am going to give a VERY real account of what happened. Some of it will be hot, some will be stupid, some regretful, etc. But it will be very real.

Me and my wife were on a cruise. Thursday was the last night before an early morning exit on Friday. That morning, I had posted some pics of me and my wife on Reddit, asking if anyone on our cruise ship had a bigger cock that could satisfy her. I had a few messages from a few random guys. Some on the ship, some not, all admiring my wife’s perfect ass. Finally a guy messaged me saying he wanted to give my wife his BBC. I asked for pics for “both of us” to see, expecting someone chubby or short or with a small dick. The guy was genuinely fit and had such a nice cock. Not a 9 or 10 inch cock like on blacked, but around 8 inches, thick, and he was fit.

I’ve done this quite a bit and this was nothing new. While I know it’s wrong, I like to role play as my wife and see how much guys really go for her. It turns me on knowing how easily she could fuck guys that are way hotter than me if she wanted to. I suppose the only difference today was proximity. Knowing this other person was on the boat was exciting, but that was it. My wife would never entertain it, so I wouldn’t bring it up. I would read some messages, send some back, get a hard on, and move on all throughout the day.

Then he called me out. He said to just tell him if I was a solo guy and he wouldn’t judge, but not to string him along. I let him know that I was not solo, all the pics were of me and my wife, but she was not involved in the messaging and would not actually be interested. I apologized a lot. And then…

He asked if I’d ever done anything with a guy. I said no. He asked if I would. I was shocked but he was still there messaging me. Long story short, he said he needed to cum and he needed someone to help him. We made plans to meet somewhere when my wife went to bed. I’d say I was grabbing late night food and I’d be back in a bit. She’d be sound asleep when I got back. I never actually intended to do this, but again, it was fun getting hard thinking about the possibility.

Then the time came. I decided to see how far I’d go. I thought I’d take each step until I panicked and stopped. So I said I was going to grab food, she said it was fine and went to bed, I took my hat and sunglasses, and I left the room.

I told him I’d find a bathroom with a handicap stall that we could meet in. The first bathroom I went to was so busy. I told him to meet me in the stall. I was shaking and my cock was so hard but I panicked bc it was so busy and I didn’t know how we’d get out without getting caught, even if he got in fine.

I went up 3 floors and found a solo bathroom. I was shaking again. So much that I could hardly type. I was deciding if I was actually going to have my first sexual experience with a man. I was so hard and I thought it would never be this easy again. I would regret it if I didn’t. So I told him to meet me on deck 8 in the solo bathroom and knock when he was there. It took him about 5 mins. I heard someone coming, I was shaking, I was already about to cum, and then I heard the knock. I didn’t even hesitate. I was more scared of him getting caught coming in than anything so I opened the door quickly and he slid in.

My first impression was that he was fine looking, not very tall, but overall perfectly fine. He smelled like cologne. I was not used to that in a sexual experience. I didn’t know what to do. We whispered a few words like “hey, what’s up” and then he asked to see videos of my and my wife fucking. I got the videos pulled up with my hands shaking, wearing hat and sunglasses bc I was afraid of being recognized the next morning. I pulled out my cock to get things started and then he pulled out his and started stroking with me. He was significantly bigger than me, and I’m not small. Then I took the leap…

I got on my knees and I wrapped my hand around his cock. My first thought was weirdly how warm it was. It felt really foreign. Like when you feel your hand when it’s numb. It felt familiar but so weird too. I stroked his cock on my knees for a minute while he watched a video of my wife getting fucked. Then I deciding “I’m here, why not” and I started sucking his cock. I only sucked it for about 10-15 seconds, then I started stroking it again and licking it. I was stroking mine too and started to cum but saved the majority of it. He eventually told me to hold the phone and he started stroking and pointing it at my face. I had a moment of panic and told him he couldn’t cum on my clothes and I backed out of the way and told him to cum.

He came all over the floor and I came immediately after. Then I was humiliated. I was on my knees in a cruise bathroom with a camera right outside and motion we could hear in the distance, and I was mopping up cum with a paper towel so we didn’t leave a mess. All of this as a straight, married man. I told him I was leaving first and booked it out of the bathroom, I got back to my room, immediately brushed my teeth and cleaned my own cum off my shorts where it has dripped, blocked him, deleted my Reddit, and panicked for hours that cruise security was going to knock on my door and out me.

It took until we were off the cruise and home before I calmed down and some of the regret subsided. My initial reaction was that I didn’t love it. The more I process it, the more I want it again. At the end of the day, if that is my only encounter with a man, I can now go through life knowing that I stroked and sucked a big, thick, black cock. And that’s all I’ve done for the last two days now is watch bbc porn. Even more than usual 😜

I am a (mostly) straight married man. For years I have been addicted to the idea of my with fucking other guys. I have tried to get her to act on this fantasy but she won’t. This obsession became focused on black guys, specifically big black cocks.

As time went on, I started to realize that I was more attracted to the cock in porn than the women. If the cock was nice, I’d picture it fucking my wife. If it wasn’t, I couldn’t get off to it. Eventually, I started picturing myself worshipping, sucking, stroking, and even fucking the guy instead of my wife. I have been on Grindr a few times but never acted on anything. I started to worry that I would never actually get to taste or feel a real man’s cock and would have that regret later in life.

Fast forward to this past Thursday night. I want to start by saying that I am going to give a VERY real account of what happened. Some of it will be hot, some will be stupid, some regretful, etc. But it will be very real.

Me and my wife were on a cruise. Thursday was the last night before an early morning exit on Friday. That morning, I had posted some pics of me and my wife on Reddit, asking if anyone on our cruise ship had a bigger cock that could satisfy her. I had a few messages from a few random guys. Some on the ship, some not, all admiring my wife’s perfect ass. Finally a guy messaged me saying he wanted to give my wife his BBC. I asked for pics for “both of us” to see, expecting someone chubby or short or with a small dick. The guy was genuinely fit and had such a nice cock. Not a 9 or 10 inch cock like on blacked, but around 8 inches, thick, and he was fit.

I’ve done this quite a bit and this was nothing new. While I know it’s wrong, I like to role play as my wife and see how much guys really go for her. It turns me on knowing how easily she could fuck guys that are way hotter than me if she wanted to. I suppose the only difference today was proximity. Knowing this other person was on the boat was exciting, but that was it. My wife would never entertain it, so I wouldn’t bring it up. I would read some messages, send some back, get a hard on, and move on all throughout the day.

Then he called me out. He said to just tell him if I was a solo guy and he wouldn’t judge, but not to string him along. I let him know that I was not solo, all the pics were of me and my wife, but she was not involved in the messaging and would not actually be interested. I apologized a lot. And then…

He asked if I’d ever done anything with a guy. I said no. He asked if I would. I was shocked but he was still there messaging me. Long story short, he said he needed to cum and he needed someone to help him. We made plans to meet somewhere when my wife went to bed. I’d say I was grabbing late night food and I’d be back in a bit. She’d be sound asleep when I got back. I never actually intended to do this, but again, it was fun getting hard thinking about the possibility.

Then the time came. I decided to see how far I’d go. I thought I’d take each step until I panicked and stopped. So I said I was going to grab food, she said it was fine and went to bed, I took my hat and sunglasses, and I left the room.

I told him I’d find a bathroom with a handicap stall that we could meet in. The first bathroom I went to was so busy. I told him to meet me in the stall. I was shaking and my cock was so hard but I panicked bc it was so busy and I didn’t know how we’d get out without getting caught, even if he got in fine.

I went up 3 floors and found a solo bathroom. I was shaking again. So much that I could hardly type. I was deciding if I was actually going to have my first sexual experience with a man. I was so hard and I thought it would never be this easy again. I would regret it if I didn’t. So I told him to meet me on deck 8 in the solo bathroom and knock when he was there. It took him about 5 mins. I heard someone coming, I was shaking, I was already about to cum, and then I heard the knock. I didn’t even hesitate. I was more scared of him getting caught coming in than anything so I opened the door quickly and he slid in.

My first impression was that he was fine looking, not very tall, but overall perfectly fine. He smelled like cologne. I was not used to that in a sexual experience. I didn’t know what to do. We whispered a few words like “hey, what’s up” and then he asked to see videos of my and my wife fucking. I got the videos pulled up with my hands shaking, wearing hat and sunglasses bc I was afraid of being recognized the next morning. I pulled out my cock to get things started and then he pulled out his and started stroking with me. He was significantly bigger than me, and I’m not small. Then I took the leap…

I got on my knees and I wrapped my hand around his cock. My first thought was weirdly how warm it was. It felt really foreign. Like when you feel your hand when it’s numb. It felt familiar but so weird too. I stroked his cock on my knees for a minute while he watched a video of my wife getting fucked. Then I deciding “I’m here, why not” and I started sucking his cock. I only sucked it for about 10-15 seconds, then I started stroking it again and licking it. I was stroking mine too and started to cum but saved the majority of it. He eventually told me to hold the phone and he started stroking and pointing it at my face. I had a moment of panic and told him he couldn’t cum on my clothes and I backed out of the way and told him to cum.

He came all over the floor and I came immediately after. Then I was humiliated. I was on my knees in a cruise bathroom with a camera right outside and motion we could hear in the distance, and I was mopping up cum with a paper towel so we didn’t leave a mess. All of this as a straight, married man. I told him I was leaving first and booked it out of the bathroom, I got back to my room, immediately brushed my teeth and cleaned my own cum off my shorts where it has dripped, blocked him, deleted my Reddit, and panicked for hours that cruise security was going to knock on my door and out me.

It took until we were off the cruise and home before I calmed down and some of the regret subsided. My initial reaction was that I didn’t love it. The more I process it, the more I want it again. At the end of the day, if that is my only encounter with a man, I can now go through life knowing that I stroked and sucked a big, thick, black cock. And that’s all I’ve done for the last two days now is watch bbc porn. Even more than usual 😜

I am a (mostly) straight married man. For years I have been addicted to the idea of my with fucking other guys. I have tried to get her to act on this fantasy but she won’t. This obsession became focused on black guys, specifically big black cocks.

As time went on, I started to realize that I was more attracted to the cock in porn than the women. If the cock was nice, I’d picture it fucking my wife. If it wasn’t, I couldn’t get off to it. Eventually, I started picturing myself worshipping, sucking, stroking, and even fucking the guy instead of my wife. I have been on Grindr a few times but never acted on anything. I started to worry that I would never actually get to taste or feel a real man’s cock and would have that regret later in life.

Fast forward to this past Thursday night. I want to start by saying that I am going to give a VERY real account of what happened. Some of it will be hot, some will be stupid, some regretful, etc. But it will be very real.

Me and my wife were on a cruise. Thursday was the last night before an early morning exit on Friday. That morning, I had posted some pics of me and my wife on Reddit, asking if anyone on our cruise ship had a bigger cock that could satisfy her. I had a few messages from a few random guys. Some on the ship, some not, all admiring my wife’s perfect ass. Finally a guy messaged me saying he wanted to give my wife his BBC. I asked for pics for “both of us” to see, expecting someone chubby or short or with a small dick. The guy was genuinely fit and had such a nice cock. Not a 9 or 10 inch cock like on blacked, but around 8 inches, thick, and he was fit.

I’ve done this quite a bit and this was nothing new. While I know it’s wrong, I like to role play as my wife and see how much guys really go for her. It turns me on knowing how easily she could fuck guys that are way hotter than me if she wanted to. I suppose the only difference today was proximity. Knowing this other person was on the boat was exciting, but that was it. My wife would never entertain it, so I wouldn’t bring it up. I would read some messages, send some back, get a hard on, and move on all throughout the day.

Then he called me out. He said to just tell him if I was a solo guy and he wouldn’t judge, but not to string him along. I let him know that I was not solo, all the pics were of me and my wife, but she was not involved in the messaging and would not actually be interested. I apologized a lot. And then…

He asked if I’d ever done anything with a guy. I said no. He asked if I would. I was shocked but he was still there messaging me. Long story short, he said he needed to cum and he needed someone to help him. We made plans to meet somewhere when my wife went to bed. I’d say I was grabbing late night food and I’d be back in a bit. She’d be sound asleep when I got back. I never actually intended to do this, but again, it was fun getting hard thinking about the possibility.

Then the time came. I decided to see how far I’d go. I thought I’d take each step until I panicked and stopped. So I said I was going to grab food, she said it was fine and went to bed, I took my hat and sunglasses, and I left the room.

I told him I’d find a bathroom with a handicap stall that we could meet in. The first bathroom I went to was so busy. I told him to meet me in the stall. I was shaking and my cock was so hard but I panicked bc it was so busy and I didn’t know how we’d get out without getting caught, even if he got in fine.

I went up 3 floors and found a solo bathroom. I was shaking again. So much that I could hardly type. I was deciding if I was actually going to have my first sexual experience with a man. I was so hard and I thought it would never be this easy again. I would regret it if I didn’t. So I told him to meet me on deck 8 in the solo bathroom and knock when he was there. It took him about 5 mins. I heard someone coming, I was shaking, I was already about to cum, and then I heard the knock. I didn’t even hesitate. I was more scared of him getting caught coming in than anything so I opened the door quickly and he slid in.

My first impression was that he was fine looking, not very tall, but overall perfectly fine. He smelled like cologne. I was not used to that in a sexual experience. I didn’t know what to do. We whispered a few words like “hey, what’s up” and then he asked to see videos of my and my wife fucking. I got the videos pulled up with my hands shaking, wearing hat and sunglasses bc I was afraid of being recognized the next morning. I pulled out my cock to get things started and then he pulled out his and started stroking with me. He was significantly bigger than me, and I’m not small. Then I took the leap…

I got on my knees and I wrapped my hand around his cock. My first thought was weirdly how warm it was. It felt really foreign. Like when you feel your hand when it’s numb. It felt familiar but so weird too. I stroked his cock on my knees for a minute while he watched a video of my wife getting fucked. Then I deciding “I’m here, why not” and I started sucking his cock. I only sucked it for about 10-15 seconds, then I started stroking it again and licking it. I was stroking mine too and started to cum but saved the majority of it. He eventually told me to hold the phone and he started stroking and pointing it at my face. I had a moment of panic and told him he couldn’t cum on my clothes and I backed out of the way and told him to cum.

He came all over the floor and I came immediately after. Then I was humiliated. I was on my knees in a cruise bathroom with a camera right outside and motion we could hear in the distance, and I was mopping up cum with a paper towel so we didn’t leave a mess. All of this as a straight, married man. I told him I was leaving first and booked it out of the bathroom, I got back to my room, immediately brushed my teeth and cleaned my own cum off my shorts where it has dripped, blocked him, deleted my Reddit, and panicked for hours that cruise security was going to knock on my door and out me.

It took until we were off the cruise and home before I calmed down and some of the regret subsided. My initial reaction was that I didn’t love it. The more I process it, the more I want it again. At the end of the day, if that is my only encounter with a man, I can now go through life knowing that I stroked and sucked a big, thick, black cock. And that’s all I’ve done for the last two days now is watch bbc porn. Even more than usual 😜