Longest denial ever
135 days. This is the longest I've ever gone without orgasm, and oh boy am I starting to really feel it! The ache has been getting harder and harder to ignore and the desire to keep touching, keep edging, keep feeling soo good has started to invade most of the day.
That said, alongside the delicious ache of denial, it has started to get harder and harder to keep being a good girl. When I'm right there on the edge, thoughts of giving in, of letting myself go over that precipice have been getting more insistent and harder to ignore. I know it's bad, and I know that I'd regret it as soon as it happened but the siren call is certainly starting to get to me.
When I started this stretch, I had no idea how long I'd aim for, and I've already gone far longer than I ever thought I would. (You can see my edgr profile linked in my bio if you want to see how it's been going up till now.) So I put the decision in your hands, how long should I keep this up? Do I give in to the growing need, or do I press on and see just how far I can keep going?