u/Vegetable-Donut-4816

I'm curious and struggling and i want guys to send me pics of their hard cocks pls

The last time i caved in to my urges and ended up getting a blowjob from a guy was a few months ago. I can't stop thinking about it. We met in the dark at a cruise spot and he took my semi-erect cock in his mouth and began sucking. I can still remember the feeling of his tongue swirling around me, wrapping around the head and pressing into my shaft as he licked my cock. I was so turned on i asked to swap and suck his cock a little. He felt soft and hard at the same time and hearing him moan drove me wild. He wanted to finish me off and when i came, my legs shook and he just kept sucking and swallowing until i was trembling. He left and i walked off but the memory made me hard again and i had to jerk off as soon as i got home.

I'm mostly straight but i've had a few encounters, had my dick sucked by strangers a couple times. More than a couple i guess. Guys give amazing blowjobs. It's normally something i try to resist. But lately I keep having fantasies about getting my cock sucked and it turns into fantasies about sucking cock. It's getting intense and constant. I honestly have to jerk off 4 or 5 times a day as the thought builds in my mind and becomes unbearable. The fantasies are getting more detailed and i couldn't help but shoot a load directly into my mouth just to feel cum hit me. I've made myself cum with a vibrator in my ass and i'm worried neighbours will hear me moaning. I keep opening sniffies and chickening out. I'm so confused and horny.