u/angelbabycupcake

Let me start with this, I am taking plain leaf here and there. After 14 days of no sleep and temperature issues I got some plain leaf. I have been tapering that but let me just say that I haven’t been this happy in a long time. My finances have improved, my relationships, my physical appearance. Everything is moving UP! 20ish days ago I couldn’t have imagined being where I am now, but looking back the time started to fly after that 2 week mark. Surprisingly I have not struggled with any depression, maybe the plain leaf is aiding that. The only thing I’ve noticed is a little anxiety during the day at times but not anything I can’t manage. If you’re thinking of quitting or you’re just getting started into your quit, keep going! You CAN do this. It may feel like an eternity in the moment when you’re suffering, but before you know it the days will turn into weeks and then the weeks to months. Good luck everyone. 💕

I’m sorry for being dramatic and negative but I am fighting for my life here, I’m going insane not being able to rest due to my GI issues and insomnia. I’m on day 15 no mgm and day 4 no Suboxone. I did a 9 day sub taper and I’m thinking what I’m feeling is residual mgm withdrawal but I just don’t get it? Can it really be this bad 15 days out? Anyone else unlucky enough to have a similar experience as me?

I did a 10 day Suboxone taper and jumped from .5mg on Wednesday. Yesterday was rough and today is also rough. I’m dealing with temperature dysregulation, GI issues and some yawning and sneezing. I have zero motivation to get up though and it’s killing me, I have two small babies who rely on me. Can anyone give me an idea of when I will start feeling better? I know everyone is different but I’ve never detoxed this long and I’ve detoxed from much worse things.

Day 5 UPDATE - Basically looking for ways to support my only kidney during this detox. I’m ending out day 5 no mgm using Suboxone taper, promethazine, magnesium, black seed oil and pedialyte lol. I’m just worried about my kidney because I’ve had some flank pain and my urine output hasn’t been great but luckily I’m holding fluids and diarrhea has stopped. If anyone has any advice or just wants to send words of encouragement I’d appreciate it. Or if anyone has any questions about my journey leave a comment.