u/barcoderer

Alright basically I decided like okay its time to lock in do my homework. So I was using my medikinet but I didn’t want to use like the whole sheet just to get some homework done so I also decided to have some caffeine on the side. I had 3,5 scoops of preworkout and a coffee (1300mg caffeine) .. i had no idea my preworkout had that much caffeine.. on top of it I also had 120mg of medikinet.. im 18F and weigh like 45kg/100lbs.. i swear to god I better not have a heart attack right now

People always say that stims make your pupils bigger but am I the only one whose pupil size changes drastically and very randomly? Like one second I could have the whole pupil covering my eye colour and the next second my eyes are totally normal.

Obviously other factors play into it too in my case : lightning,adrenaline, movement (increase in heartrate) but yeah its so weird.. I don't feel like my pupils get "bigger" .. Like they do but they mostly feel like they just become more reactive? Does that make sense?

Please lmk what you think

I stayed up all night on ritalin hoping to get in an upper body sesh right in the morning BUT No because the first of may is such a special occasion that my gym decided to stay closed today.

Anyways whatever just an excuse to take more

HATE WHEN THIS SHIT HAPPENS. I might genuinely need to start washing the dishes soon to avoid feeling like a failure