u/bebebe67

I watch you flip on like a light switch, your eyes flashing up at me wide and surprised, like you're brand new. I wonder what you notice first--the oxygen mask strapped to your face like a muzzle, the fact that you have no memory of where you are or why, the fact that I'm inside you.

"You're back," I breathe. I sound like I've been keeping up a slow and steady pace for a long time, and I have. The auto-sedation cycler is hands down the best money we've spent on a sex toy, not that you remember right now. Every minute, the anesthesia starts pumping into the mask all over again, and I get to watch you, having just gotten lucid, having just found your bearings, start to lose it all over again. Whatever you've decided to use your ten or fifteen seconds of real consciousness to tell me starts breaking down into a mental mush, your eyes closing half over, rolling back up into your head. The mush turns to silence, and you stare blankly up at me, or past me or whatever, completely out--you later usually tell me blissfully out. For some reason that's when I usually fuck you hardest. Sometimes we film it so you can watch later while you make yourself cum, sometimes I like to be selfish and keep the whole experience for me.

There's a quiet click as the system switches over from anesthetic to stimulant. I watch you flip on like a light switch.

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I'm looking for a chat based on this scenario. As you can tell, this is very much on the consensual side of this kind of drugplay--that's a huge turn-on for me, because you're clearly depraved if you're happy to go under the mask for me. I'm flexible about whether you're my girlfriend, a steady fwb, or even someone I just met. Some major parts of this for me are the muffled plastic sound of your breathing and voice under the oxygen mask, and watching your consciousness fade, especially via the transition from lucid to empty. I feel like there are probably interesting games to be played with the repetitive nature of this prompt, as we could probably go through a cycle from perfect sober consciousness to complete sedation in just ten or fifteen real minutes. I haven't thought of any and mostly just want to knock you out over and over while I fuck you, but feel free to let me know if anything comes to mind.

Are you struggling to make it down the mental hallway without a weird left turn? Are you so interested in everything that you want to tell someone about the meaning you found in hanging your laundry? Can you see two keyboards in front of you? Do your eyes keep rolling back in your head? Is everything slow and warm? Are you just feeling really impossibly good?

I love talking to people when they're high*. Part of it is the vulnerability--you're probably going to tell me things you normally wouldn't, expose parts of yourself you normally wouldn't (figurative parts, of course, but I'm not going to complain about physical parts either). Part of it is a humiliation thing--I love being the one who's still in control. I love your fucked up malformed thoughts, your typos, your blurry consent, the way you glue your attention to me and then dissolve into the ether, your sheepish messages the next day in a totally different writing voice. I love fucking someone who's not all there. Let me use your high.

*Yes, including when they're high on alcohol.

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I'm looking for a chat if you feel (right now, or sometimes) something I said up there. Also open to RP concepts, but I don't tend to RP often.

I watch you flip on like a light switch, your eyes flashing up at me wide and surprised, like you're brand new. I wonder what you notice first--the oxygen mask strapped to your face like a muzzle, the fact that you have no memory of where you are or why, the fact that I'm inside you.

"You're back," I breathe. I sound like I've been keeping up a slow and steady pace for a long time, and I have. The auto-sedation cycler is hands down the best money we've spent on a sex toy, not that you remember right now. Every minute, the anesthesia starts pumping into the mask all over again, and I get to watch you, having just gotten lucid, having just found your bearings, start to lose it all over again. Whatever you've decided to use your ten or fifteen seconds of real consciousness to tell me starts breaking down into a mental mush, your eyes closing half over, rolling back up into your head. The mush turns to silence, and you stare blankly up at me, or past me or whatever, completely out--you later usually tell me blissfully out. For some reason that's when I usually fuck you hardest. Sometimes we film it so you can watch later while you make yourself cum, sometimes I like to be selfish and keep the whole experience for me.

There's a quiet click as the system switches over from anesthetic to stimulant. I watch you flip on like a light switch.

***

I'm looking for a chat based on this scenario. As you can tell, this is very much on the consensual side of this kind of drugplay--that's a huge turn-on for me, because you're clearly depraved if you're happy to go under the mask for me. I'm flexible about whether you're my girlfriend, a steady fwb, or even someone I just met. Some major parts of this for me are the muffled plastic sound of your breathing and voice under the oxygen mask, and watching your consciousness fade, especially via the transition from lucid to empty. I feel like there are probably interesting games to be played with the repetitive nature of this prompt, as we could probably go through a cycle from perfect sober consciousness to complete sedation in just ten or fifteen real minutes. I haven't thought of any and mostly just want to knock you out over and over while I fuck you, but feel free to let me know if anything comes to mind.

I watch you flip on like a light switch, your eyes flashing up at me wide and surprised, like you're brand new. I wonder what you notice first--the oxygen mask strapped to your face like a muzzle, the fact that you have no memory of where you are or why, the fact that I'm inside you.

"You're back," I breathe. I sound like I've been keeping up a slow and steady pace for a long time, and I have. The auto-sedation cycler is hands down the best money we've spent on a sex toy, not that you remember right now. Every minute, the anesthesia starts pumping into the mask all over again, and I get to watch you, having just gotten lucid, having just found your bearings, start to lose it all over again. Whatever you've decided to use your ten or fifteen seconds of real consciousness to tell me starts breaking down into a mental mush, your eyes closing half over, rolling back up into your head. The mush turns to silence, and you stare blankly up at me, or past me or whatever, completely out--you later usually tell me blissfully out. For some reason that's when I usually fuck you hardest. Sometimes we film it so you can watch later while you make yourself cum, sometimes I like to be selfish and keep the whole experience for me.

There's a quiet click as the system switches over from anesthetic to stimulant. I watch you flip on like a light switch.

***

I'm looking for a chat based on this scenario. As you can tell, this is very much on the consensual side of this kind of drugplay--that's a huge turn-on for me, because you're clearly depraved if you're happy to go under the mask for me. I'm flexible about whether you're my girlfriend, a steady fwb, or even someone I just met. Some major parts of this for me are the muffled plastic sound of your breathing and voice under the oxygen mask, and watching your consciousness fade, especially via the transition from lucid to empty. I feel like there are probably interesting games to be played with the repetitive nature of this prompt, as we could probably go through a cycle from perfect sober consciousness to complete sedation in just ten or fifteen real minutes. I haven't thought of any and mostly just want to knock you out over and over while I fuck you, but feel free to let me know if anything comes to mind.