u/bessiebelle219

You're a very bad therapist, but I don't realize that until far too late.

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord: BimboUdders

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot.

We work together at a massive corporation, and you’ve recently been promoted above me. You’ve always hated me, but whether I know that is up to you. Maybe you’ve always been an outright bully towards me, or maybe you’ve acted sweet and friendly while keeping your real feelings under the surface. Either way, once you’re above me, things change. It was a considerable promotion, and you have influence now over some of the higher dealings of our company. And you decide business could use a… boost. Maybe it’s a motivation tactic for the rest of the employees, maybe a new method of sweetening the deal in negotiations, maybe both. We can discuss how I arrive in this new situation, whether I’m drugged and wake up in the depths of our corporate property, or whether you simply call me in one day and inform me of my new duties, but either way I’m not willing or eager. I don’t want this, but that doesn’t matter to you. This will be my life now.

Stripped of dignity and likely much of my clothing, never allowed to leave except perhaps under your watchful eye, and modified until I’m barely recognizable, you turn every moment of my life into one of humiliation, violation and use. My hope withers, but I’m never allowed to dissociate, always forced to stay in the present as I’m put through a never-ending stream of sexual trauma. Maybe some would grow to like it, but I never do, and that’s part of the appeal for you. You’ve ruined me irreparably, and there’s no coming back from this. 

Hi! I’m looking for an ongoing partner (woman or femme) to play out a scene like the one above. I’m a pretty severe emotional masochist, and what really works for me is the shame and humiliation that comes with being forced into situations I’d legitimately hate in real life. This also means that if you want to include a fair bit of degradation and cruelty in our out-of-scene conversations as well, that’s definitely an option. (You can ask me about real traumas of mine if you’d like to play off them.)

Being articulate is nearly as hot as being mean to me, so please use full words and sentences, and please start things off with more than “hey.” 

Kinks include non-con, group play, humiliation and degradation, gagging/oral abuse, hucow, clown makeup, bimbofication and body modification, anal/ass to mouth, bondage, being recorded/exposed/paraded, and many more.

Discord is BimboUdders.

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, my own pleasure, and anyone under 18. 

Open to some sci-fi or magical realism, so if that’s a thing for you, let me know!

Finally, go ahead and reach out to me with something cruel or insulting in your opening message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just plain hot.

It’s wild how much access someone can get to our lives with just a little bit of trust…

We’ve only been dating three months, but they’ve been a whirlwind. I’ve never felt so scene and connected to someone, and certainly not so quickly. We’ve shared so many intimate moments, with me revealing my hopes and dreams, as well as my fears and traumas. You know my favorite clothes, the password to my phone, how I don’t really have much connection to my family, and what my signature looks like. Every time we’re together, you just seem to grow more and more excited to be with me…

…because of course you are. You found her. Your plaything. Maybe you’re capable of a loving and equal relationship, but that’s not what you want with me. You’ve wanted a violation toy. Someone to act out your worst, most degrading desires on. Someone who no longer leaves the home without your permission, who you can modify physically, and torture sexually and psychologically to meet your whims. Who you can pass around to friends, or pimp out for extra income, or make the internet’s most widely known cam girl. You’ve always wanted a non-consensual relationship, and with everything you know about me, you can ensure that I remain in it for as long as you like…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord is BimboUdders

It’s wild how much access someone can get to our lives with just a little bit of trust…

We’ve only been dating three months, but they’ve been a whirlwind. I’ve never felt so scene and connected to someone, and certainly not so quickly. We’ve shared so many intimate moments, with me revealing my hopes and dreams, as well as my fears and traumas. You know my favorite clothes, the password to my phone, how I don’t really have much connection to my family, and what my signature looks like. Every time we’re together, you just seem to grow more and more excited to be with me…

…because of course you are. You found her. Your plaything. Maybe you’re capable of a loving and equal relationship, but that’s not what you want with me. You’ve wanted a violation toy. Someone to act out your worst, most degrading desires on. Someone who no longer leaves the home without your permission, who you can modify physically, and torture sexually and psychologically to meet your whims. Who you can pass around to friends, or pimp out for extra income, or make the internet’s most widely known cam girl. You’ve always wanted a non-consensual relationship, and with everything you know about me, you can ensure that I remain in it for as long as you like…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord: BimboUdders

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot.

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot.

You're a very bad therapist, but I don't realize that until far too late.

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord: BimboUdders

You're a very bad therapist, but unfortunately I don't realize that until far too late.

I came to you to work on past trauma, and instead of helping me, you intentionally make it worse. You make me more fragile instead of stable, and ensure that I'm fully dependent on you, even as you're the very person causing my problems. The nightmares come back, my paranoia increases. I'm so on edge that it's not hard to push me to a full breakdown. And that's when you're able to make the claim: she's a danger to herself or others.

Suddenly I find myself locked up in a "mental health" facility, one in which you happen to hold a great deal of authority. I become your project, your plaything. An outlet for every bit of cruelty and depravity you possess. You can have me used in any way you care to see or experience, by whomever you like. You can record me and put me online for an extra source of income. You can modify my appearance in any way you choose. And throughout all of it, you'll give me the therapy necessary so that i never break completely. I never just let go and dissociate. I'm always kept right on the edge, but never allowed to tip all the way over. My entire life is reduced to a series of traumas and humiliations, and I'm present and aware for all of it. And as far as getting out? Unfortunately the only person who can decide that is you.

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if you do go too far, but I'm a major emotional masochist and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and go ahead and reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your opener. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord: BimboUdders

It’s wild how much access someone can get to our lives with just a little bit of trust…

We’ve only been dating three months, but they’ve been a whirlwind. I’ve never felt so scene and connected to someone, and certainly not so quickly. We’ve shared so many intimate moments, with me revealing my hopes and dreams, as well as my fears and traumas. You know my favorite clothes, the password to my phone, how I don’t really have much connection to my family, and what my signature looks like. Every time we’re together, you just seem to grow more and more excited to be with me…

…because of course you are. You found her. Your plaything. Maybe you’re capable of a loving and equal relationship, but that’s not what you want with me. You’ve wanted a violation toy. Someone to act out your worst, most degrading desires on. Someone who no longer leaves the home without your permission, who you can modify physically, and torture sexually and psychologically to meet your whims. Who you can pass around to friends, or pimp out for extra income, or make the internet’s most widely known cam girl. You’ve always wanted a non-consensual relationship, and with everything you know about me, you can ensure that I remain in it for as long as you like…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

It’s wild how much access someone can get to our lives with just a little bit of trust…

We’ve only been dating three months, but they’ve been a whirlwind. I’ve never felt so scene and connected to someone, and certainly not so quickly. We’ve shared so many intimate moments, with me revealing my hopes and dreams, as well as my fears and traumas. You know my favorite clothes, the password to my phone, how I don’t really have much connection to my family, and what my signature looks like. Every time we’re together, you just seem to grow more and more excited to be with me…

…because of course you are. You found her. Your plaything. Maybe you’re capable of a loving and equal relationship, but that’s not what you want with me. You’ve wanted a violation toy. Someone to act out your worst, most degrading desires on. Someone who no longer leaves the home without your permission, who you can modify physically, and torture sexually and psychologically to meet your whims. Who you can pass around to friends, or pimp out for extra income, or make the internet’s most widely known cam girl. You’ve always wanted a non-consensual relationship, and with everything you know about me, you can ensure that I remain in it for as long as you like…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, (although I’m somewhat flexible on length of responses) and I use full words and sentences with correct grammar and punctuation. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord is BimboUdders

We work together at a massive corporation, and you’ve recently been promoted above me. You’ve always hated me, but whether I know that is up to you. Maybe you’ve always been an outright bully towards me, or maybe you’ve acted sweet and friendly while keeping your real feelings under the surface. Either way, once you’re above me, things change. It was a considerable promotion, and you have influence now over some of the higher dealings of our company. And you decide business could use a… boost. Maybe it’s a motivation tactic for the rest of the employees, maybe a new method of sweetening the deal in negotiations, maybe both. We can discuss how I arrive in this new situation, whether I’m drugged and wake up in the depths of our corporate property, or whether you simply call me in one day and inform me of my new duties, but either way I’m not willing or eager. I don’t want this, but that doesn’t matter to you. This will be my life now.

Stripped of dignity and likely much of my clothing, never allowed to leave except perhaps under your watchful eye, and modified until I’m barely recognizable, you turn every moment of my life into one of humiliation, violation and use. My hope withers, but I’m never allowed to dissociate, always forced to stay in the present as I’m put through a never-ending stream of sexual trauma. Maybe some would grow to like it, but I never do, and that’s part of the appeal for you. You’ve ruined me irreparably, and there’s no coming back from this. 

Hi! I’m looking for an ongoing partner (woman or femme) to play out a scene like the one above. I’m a pretty severe emotional masochist, and what really works for me is the shame and humiliation that comes with being forced into situations I’d legitimately hate in real life. This also means that if you want to include a fair bit of degradation and cruelty in our out-of-scene conversations as well, that’s definitely an option. (You can ask me about real traumas of mine if you’d like to play off them.)

Being articulate is nearly as hot as being mean to me, so please use full words and sentences, and please start things off with more than “hey.” 

Kinks include non-con, group play, humiliation and degradation, gagging/oral abuse, hucow, clown makeup, bimbofication and body modification, anal/ass to mouth, bondage, being recorded/exposed/paraded, and many more.

Discord is BimboUdders.

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, my own pleasure, and anyone under 18. 

Open to some sci-fi or magical realism, so if that’s a thing for you, let me know!

Finally, go ahead and reach out to me with something cruel or insulting in your opening message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just plain hot.

It’s the summer after graduate school, and I wanted to treat myself before starting up a new job in the fall. So I found a town or city I’d never been to yet, booked a rental, and decided to spend the summer somewhere new and beautiful. It’s a good chance to recover from some academic burnout, heal old traumas, and really celebrate myself. It ought to have been perfect.

…and probably would have, had you not been my landlady. But when you saw me, the trajectory of my summer changed. You invite me to your house for tea or a drink one afternoon, and slip something in mine. I wake up in bondage, with your guest house converted into a prison. I spend three months as your captive, while you indulge in every twisted, sadistic idea you’ve ever had. You invite people over to use me, you live stream my abuse, you modify me in ways I’ll never be able to undo, and traumatize me in ways I’ll never be able to forget. (Some stretching the rules of reality and/or modern tech are fine with me.) And when the summer is over, should our play extend out that far, it’s up to you to decide if you actually let me go. Maybe you decide this relationship ought to last a whole lot longer…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s generally a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord is BimboUdders

It’s the summer after graduate school, and I wanted to treat myself before starting up a new job in the fall. So I found a town or city I’d never been to yet, booked a rental, and decided to spend the summer somewhere new and beautiful. It’s a good chance to recover from some academic burnout, heal old traumas, and really celebrate myself. It ought to have been perfect.

…and probably would have, had you not been my landlady. But when you saw me, the trajectory of my summer changed. You invite me to your house for tea or a drink one afternoon, and slip something in mine. I wake up in bondage, with your guest house converted into a prison. I spend three months as your captive, while you indulge in every twisted, sadistic idea you’ve ever had. You invite people over to use me, you live stream my abuse, you modify me in ways I’ll never be able to undo, and traumatize me in ways I’ll never be able to forget. (Some stretching the rules of reality and/or modern tech are fine with me.) And when the summer is over, should our play extend out that far, it’s up to you to decide if you actually let me go. Maybe you decide this relationship ought to last a whole lot longer…

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s generally a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

We’ve been talking for a while now, and I’ve come to trust you. We play regularly, and over time our scenes have grown more and more intense. You’ve pushed my boundaries, hurt my feelings, and made me feel worthless. But I keep coming back, because it gets me off to fantasize about play, and after all, that’s all it is… right?

Until you show up at my house. I don’t know it’s you at first, you used a different woman’s pictures when we talked, and you seem like you’re just trying to sell me something. But you know exactly how to talk to me to convince me to let you inside, and once you’re inside, you never leave. Citing our chats, you tie me up and put me through every sort of humiliation and violation imaginable. You use traumas I’ve shared with you to destroy me further, and information about me to completely alter my life. Now we live together, I’m barely recognizable as who I used to be, and I cry myself to sleep every night, aching, sore, and filthy from what you’ve done to me that day.

I’ve tried to explain that those chats were just fantasy, that I didn’t actually want to experience these things, and don’t know. But you ignore me. You’ve long since had me sign my property and rights over to you, and now I’m trapped in this arrangement. Serving your needs and performing on camera for your money. I just want to go back to what my life was before, but that’s over now. From here out, my life is what you decide it to be. 

My biggest kinks are gagging/throat abuse, bimbofication/body modification, humiliation, group, and non-con, but there are plenty of others that work on me too. 

Limits are shit, piss, animals, incest, blood, pregnancy, feet, younger than 18, and my own pleasure/enjoyment.

I write in first person, generally 1-3 paragraphs at a time, and I use full words and sentences. Ideally I’d like to find something ongoing, where I can be an outlet for your emotional sadism. 

Don’t worry about being too mean. I can advocate for myself if anything does go too far, but I’m a major emotional masochist, and generally, if you can make me cry over here in reality, that’s a good sign. 

Hope to hear from you soon, and feel free to reach out with something mean and dehumanizing in your first message. Lets me know you understand what I’m looking for, and it’s just generally pretty hot. 

Discord is BimboUdders