ex took advantage of me while i was bound and gagged
i posted about this on another subreddit so some parts i’m just going to paste from the other post.
i (ftm, 29) was in a kink dynamic with this partner (m 36) for a few months. for context i’ve been in to bdsm for years and have a lot of experience with edgeplay, cnc, hardcore roleplay etc. i’m usually the dom/top but i’ve been trying out playing the victim with a few of my play partners recently.
one night i asked him to gag me, blindfold me and tie me up to a spreader bar (one of his/my favorite positions 🤤) and to do his worst to my cunt. he was totally obsessed with breaking my pussy open and a lot of our play started like this.
he locked me in to the bar, tied the blindfold on and gagged me with a pony bit. i was crazy wet already and i could feel my hole drooling.
the first thing i felt was the tip of his lubed up (RAW) cock pushing at my asshole and almost immediately popping in. i shouted out but it just sounded like moaning through the gag and i immediately felt/realized that i was actually, for real, bound and gagged and could do nothing to stop him from raping my asshole. to say i gushed is an understatement 🥴
anal wasn’t completely off the table between us, i’m a huge anal slut, but he and i had never done anal play together before that moment and only had one conversation about it months ago. he knew i was into anal but had only been fucked with toys before (i mostly play with other trans men or cis/trans women). it was totally unexpected, we had a pretty hands off dynamic re: checking for limits (it was literally cnc lol) but i just… didn’t expect him to tie me up and surprise anal me like that… and i totally should of, because he’s a big cis man who i literally asked to rape and use me. the mindfuck was crazy. it was so hot that he didn’t warn or ask me and basically tricked me in to it.
he ended up raping my asshole like that for hours and it was by far some of the best orgasms i’ve had in my life. it felt so crazy violating and humiliating especially because it was fairly easy for him to fuck open my unprepared asshole.
i am happy to answer any questions about the experience, the more degrading the better 😌