Urge to see her with someone but only on media
My gf has posted nudes on reddit, and I believe with her ex too. She's also taken nudes and videos with others for personal treasure. Though all is lost and deleted, never seen them for myself.
The thought of finding them makes me go wild. I would love to see it.
That said I'm not really a cuckold and would hate sharing her irl. Does anyone feel that way?