u/chemfulgrateistry

and holy shit, i finally get the hype. i've got experience with pretty much everything out there. just imagine all your classic stims, downers, dissos, psychs, you name it... this blows them all out of the water in terms of how deeply fucked up it had me. and with only 150mg too. idk how you people are taking 10x that amount lol. i can only describe it as a near-blackout amount of alcohol mixed with amph and maybe a benzo. i felt like i was pretty sober and feeling good in the moment, but it wasn't until i woke up that i can tell just how out of it i was

crazy that this stuff is prescribed for daily use

that's all

edit - just want to add i think people should start with a low dose in case they're like me. i'm talking 50-100mg. everyone on this sub saying start with 300-450mg. would've been a huge mistake for me

edit 2 - shit just had me putting my shoes on before my pants. sourced blisters from india. uniform crystalline powder inside, but who knows

edit 3 - this is the most social i've maybe ever felt in my whole life, and it's the morning after. all these edits and comments are an obvious testament to that. honestly uncomfortable with how damn good i feel. just like mdma. but i'm almost manic with happiness and euphoria

hey all. ive taken gabapentin previously when i was kicking fent, and i remember it would help with the kick, and it felt like a weird kinda dirty benzo buzz. but it never felt overwhelming at all. went up to maybe 600-900mg per day on and off

cut to now, off fent, but i take ~7g kratom powder a day, split in half for morning and night. also smoke weed cart at nights. lots of prior experience with heavy benzos too, just for the record of what i'm used to. zero tolerance currently though

so last night i tried a 300mg gabapentin after reading how everyone loves it. and it felt good after an hour, then reaaally good after two, but near the three hour point i had to walk to the bathroom in the dark, and i was fucked beyond belief. wobbling all over, nearly impossible to see, everything was very dark and when i get too high on anything i get these weird visuals (maybe related to my HPPD, but i always know it's a sign of me being too fucked up). anyway i'd read about dizziness, but i didn't think 300mg could reach that level. i remember thinking there was no way i'd make it to work in the morning. and i remember thinking if it was any other drug, i'd be panicking, but the effects wouldn't let me panic. just knocked out hoping i wouldn't die in my sleep. but of course i felt fine when i woke up

that was last night. today i got a hold of a bunch of 300mg pregabs, which i know are way stronger... ive been excited for them, but now i'm straight scared. i'm planning to split the caps and measure the powder cause i can't risk being so uncomfortable again

anyone have any insight? is this unusual? did i mess up with the weed or kratom? why is it so much stronger than when i was kicking? weed fucks me up nowadays, but i rarely get much from the kratom anymore besides a mood boost

recommend an approximate dose for the pregab tonight?

thanks