u/chestnutser

hiyer AJ!

this is a very short story because natatawa ako sa nangyari at the same time concerned. I posted something here sa AJ and a guy dmed me saying if I wanna see him do things to a pillow. he gave me an introduction and I laughed at the idea. I was like why not see because I was bored.

he made a dc account shortly and I watched him to my other phone. I was replying to other people here sa main phone ko and like we were talking about things. I js watched it for a second and he really is fucking a pillow 😭 I ended the call and told him how embarrassing he was and he should study well rather than doing that shit while calling people.

he was making eye contact sa phone niya, if bro keeps doing that. he can easily be blackmailed 😿

hiyer AJ!

I somehow got myself used to opening reddit everyday. at first, it was just me reading but my inner libog self is starting to show. I tried a few things here and there HAHAHA yet it still hasn't satisfied me. my pasukan starts next month and I feel like I haven't made the most out of it. my hormones or libido are getting higher and higher which I find unavoidable to not pansin. It's more harder when you don't have someone to do things with and I don't know what I'm supposed to do
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It looks like a small problem but it's big for me. the girlies that get it get it. just wanna express my sexual frustration. my fwb is nowhere too so 😞🥀

Hiyer Aj!

Im curious to those who already experienced sex as someone that is a virgin. for me, it looks like sex is considered enjoyable but I feel like it's not since It looks like it hurts at the same time. I discovered a lot of kinks and one of them is I don't know what term it was but it's like even if it hurts, I want them to keep going?

I'm curious about it and I want to get the assurance that it's okay to do it. I don't even know if I'll see it as pleasure on how it hurts just by basing it on finger fucking. please let me know ur thoughts! thank you AJ!

hiyerr! this happened today and I just got home from it huhu

I'm kinda of a dumbass to actually accept meeting up with this guy. I recently posted something kasi here and at first, I was about to block or ghost him because I wasn't comfortable talking to someone that is actually near me. his voice and grammar was good. I decided to why not give it a shot? for the experience but Im not actually gonna do something sexual with him. I made ayos to myself and waited for him outside. when he was there and nasa motor. oh boy, I didn't expect that. he was like moreno, 5'5, may pagkacurly. not exactly my type. I had the urge to run pa nga eh kasi I felt uneasy huhu and this is my first time meeting up a stranger. nakamotor siya without a helmet and side mirror. I sat down. HE REEKED CIGS OR ALAK ATA? it's so unavoidable even when he is driving his motor huhu, I can still smell it. it was a long drive otw to that shop. I js stayed quiet and answered whenever he asked me a question.

we were there at the coffee shop and I js told him what I wanted (his treat daw kasi). I looked at my phone started to message my friends my loc. I can feel him stare at me which I felt uncomfortable. HE HAS RED FUCKING EYES. he even suggested na if I want to take out tas go to another place. HELL NAAH. I said no and dito nalang. we went to the seat, he was about to seat near me but I told him na magkaharap. I feel insane inside because I don't know what to do to get out of it. HE WAS TRYING TO BE ROMANTIC WITH ME HUHU. he asked where do I go for coffee and when I answered. he said "do you want us to go there next time?" his smell bothered me pa rin. it reeked talaga. I was js being neutral about everything because I don't wanna be seen as rude. I WAS LIKE LET ME OUTTT. he complimented me that he finds me pretty and I have the substance (thanks I guess huhu) when I got home, bumaba agad ako and he said "what's with the rush?" I waved bye and ran. when I opened the door of my house I was like gagging. that's how bad the smell is. at least now I know, when you meet someone in reddit. Im safe. Im alive. Im free. I DONT RECO IT CHAT #malasjuicy I can see that he has the money naman and having no hygiene is a what the actual fuck 😭😭

EDIT: I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA THROW UP THATS HOW SHITTY IT SMELLS. he also messaged me "you don't find me attractive noh?" YES I DONT

Hey Aj! I'm getting used to being babad and post here sa aj. It made me realize that I will probably stop talking about sex if I ever experience it na. I want to experience it and then after I wouldn't don't care about it no more. It's like trying something out and when you get to experience it you're done na. hindi mo na babalikan.

Im just too curious about this. too damn curious na Im getting desperate na HAHAHA. it's hard din if u suggest me to do it around my area because province life is different from city life and I would never fuck a friend. too risky for me. random rant because I hate feeling like thisss

hiyer! I only have a few experiences that I can count by hand pero all of them are my bestfriends. I always decline to fuck w/ them kasi I don't want it to be them and I didn't feel that much pleasure rin kasi. what we only did was foreplay, but it ruined our connection. mas naging weird sila and I'd rather not be in contact with them na.

as someone na virgin. I thought about who will be my first and isn't it weird if I choose to do it with someone na set up lang? like hindi ko sila friends or what, it's just a set up. I know that a lot of people say that do it on someone special but I feel like magiiba connection namin ng magiging bf ko if ever we do it, I don't wanna do it with him if ever. I just feel like even if I post things here. sex is still a sacred thing for me and it scares me rin to do it with someone Im connected to. 4 years of being bestfriends? gone. basta I don't know what can convince me that it's okair to do it with someone you're connected to. I wanna know your thoughts Aj!

I was really ovulating and that led to me being babad here sa aj and just goon every night. I had one SOC he was good naman but I can't feel that there's a connection (even tho I feel horny, connection is a need!) he messages but acts so nonchalant namann. na para bang hahabulin ko sa ginagawa niya. my time feels wasted kaya I didn't pansin him na.

soo yurn, what was the stupidest thing you did because of ovulationn?

I remember this all too well to not make kwento about it lol HAHAHA

my close friend (5'9, chinito with glasses and braces) is a year older than me. I've been friends with him for around 5 years.

our agenda that day was to hang out sa café and our topic was about the CETs. he passed a lot of universities even sa BIG 4 kaya even when his personality is a mixed of 50% matino 50% kupal. he can pull off those things. he told me he can let me borrow his book that he used and we went there to his house. I sat on his bed looking around sa room niya but as soon as he closed the door and sat beside me. he suddenly touch my breasts and caressed it. he started kissing me sa neck while putting his hand under my shirt to touch my tits na talaga. I was shocked sa ginawa niya because I thought he was js joking when he held my neck before going sa house niya and it was my bad dahil I teased him with "sige nga, gawin mo nga"

I stopped him and he played roblox HAHAHA while looking at me like a sad puppy. I went up to him and sucked his fingers, he was smirking and I can see his face switch to the sad to a freaky ibang tingin one. he is attractive, yes. pogi siya pero I don't sometimes like his personality even tho he has the face card. we don't share the same opinions about things, minsan nagaaway kami about it. after that, we started reviewing. we were laying down. he was in a uncomfortable position but still laid there while touching my thighs and I teased him by suddenly moving it away while I held his book. he took the book and started asking me questions. even if it's basic for him. I don't knoww. he looked at me like the dark freaky one and I looked at him back. he knows that look. my top was a blouse but stretchable kaya he lowered down the neckline part and took off my bra. he started sucking my tits and played with my nipples on the other one. I kid you not, hindi siya napapagod sucking it. I didn't make out with him because of his 50% not so good personality na I don't agree with kaya that also means I didn't do anything to please him kasi ayoko yung part na iyon sa kaniya. he went on top of me and did was he was doing. he made out with my body by sucking my neck to tits. clothes on kami but during that we were grinding at each other and it ended with cuddles and he bought me robux HAHAHAH.

we are not in contact anymore though not because of that but for personal reasons na at his fault HAHAHAH. thank ya for reading!

likeee hellaur, do you really need to say those things to me before even introducing yourself?

I get secondhand embarrassment everytime a guy tries to hook my attention in a way na parang gusto landi agad. it just gives me the ick when they get sexual, talk to me dirty without even trying to have small talk to set the mood and tension between me and him that randomly transitions to naughty stuff. please staurp. If the conversation feels like there is no substance, it's just a waste of time for the both of us. 😞😞

hiyer! just curious about this. my uni is sa province kasi and I find it scary to have this kind of set-up because there are a lot of chismosa and rumors can spread that easily. Im the type of person that wants na the 2 of us only knows what we are doing. no one else. I don't fuck around though, Im very picky and still a virgin. I decline every time they (the guys I got to foreplay with) ask me if we can fuck. that's how picky I am HAHAHA. are there really good ones? 😞 I feel like it's a rare pokemon huhu

I posted earlier, complaining about being a province girlie that can't find a potential someone to do things with.

someone on my dms was messaging me about my recent post kaya after having a few minutes of conversation. I accepted his request for us to call each other and talk. I was observing him and he was deadass so bad at conversations that it made me annoyed and frustrated because it wasted my time talking to him. instead na mahorny, naturn off pa ako. I was so quiet while he tells me stories about himself and I don't feel the conversation sponty that it makes me invested into it. nakakainis.

All I wanted was a conversation that flows into dirty talking and teasing, is that too much to ask for?? 😞😞

as a province girlie, it's hard to find someone you can be intimate with. unlike cities. it's easy to find someone you're compatible with and normalized na yung hookups, fubus etc sabi nila.

It's hard to find the good ONES you can be intimate with here. I can count the people I was involved with but they're once my friends that are now strangers since getting intimate ruined the connection. I can't explore that much here because my image is somewhat innocent that doesn't fuck around. me and my friends joke about sex pero we are all virgins kaya it's all in our heads. I just wish there's a way you can find someone, no strings attached. I wanna exploreeee

Hello! I have this potential meet up with someone but this is my first time kaya I want to ask tips kung ano ba dapat gagawin ko? natatakot ako sa ibang stories na nababasa ko rito kesho hindi na meet yung expectation kasi na catfish. As someone nageexplore, what should I do? ayoko rin macatfish baka mawalan pa ako ng gana huhu but the connection is connectioning

after doomscrolling here and reading some of the stories. It makes me so horny and want to get fucked over and over again (Im a virgin which is an insane statement) but I have this potential fubu but he is like 10 years older than me 😔 is it okay to go with it or no? asking for advice to you guys since Im starting to explore palang din. thank you so so muchie